Part 4: Never ending

Hamad: bas khalas nouf ana malait jad malait! ana abeech ana a7ebech ana mayet feech w entay bas tabeen enkoun friends bas? ana ta7amalt being bas friends 7eg shkether al7een? ana aby enkoun akthar men friends w ana ma ra7 al3ab! la tefhemeeny ghala6 i love being friends with you bas aby akoun your friend w more 7awlay tefhmeeny allah yekhaleech 7awlay tefhemeeny!!!
Nouf: hamad wallah i like you bas i cant do this lana ana ma akalem w madry hamad madry enta ma atdry shkether ana 3azek w maby akhserek w yemken being more than friends yekhaserna wayyed ashya2! madry 3a6ny wakt afaker...
Hamad: khala9 ok ekhthay wakt kether ma tabeen ana bakoon na6rech

I love him wallah i dp but im scared .... I directly captured it all for Ghalia and sent it

Ghalia: ya 7mara entay men 9ejech?
Nouf: shenu?
Ghalia: chan gelteela eeh 3ala 6oul? elrayal feta7lech galba w galech kel shay men dakhla w that rarely happens with guys w entay etgouleenla "3a6ny wakt afaker" 7mara entay wela bgara?
Nouf: oooh ghalooy im not experienced with this w a9lan ana khayfa
Ghalia: men shenu khayfa?
Nouf: shenu after this relationship? akhaf i get too attached to him w akher shay he leaves me! w etha this is just a waste of time then im not doing it
Ghalia: why are you asking me? ask him
Nouf: la la fashla
Ghalia: shenu fashla you deserve to know w 9adgeeny he will tell you
Nouf: you think?
Ghalia: eeh ask him w tara hamad is so sweet mara7 yegoul shay w deer balech noufana dont lose him
Nouf: eeh enshallah ta3alay men meta my nickname noufana?
Ghalia: loool madry lama kent eb baitkum umech nadetech noufana chan yeshakel
Nouf: loool ok=))

Should i ask him that or not? Ghalia is right Hamad is so sweet and i really dont want to lose him and if i reject him this time i might lose him but i dunno ana ma akalem w akhaf hal shay yekharebny! why am i worrying wayyed?

Nouf: hamad im gonna be honest with you... i just want to know shenu warah hal relationship? im really scared of a lot of things, im scared to get too attached to you w akher shay you leave me! ana khayfa men wayyed ashya2
Hamad: laish enfaker bel future wayyed? why dont we let it take us wherever it takes us? i promise you i wont leave you nouf wallah nouf i wont leave you unless you ask me to, w la etkhafeen men ayshay dam ana weyach ana a7ebech w mara7 asawy shay ye2atheech!

What he said makes sense w i really want to be with him bas madry! maybe i should give this a chance lana 7aram Hamad deserves one w i cant reject him twice its heartbreaking.

Nouf: yes
Hamad: shenu yes? elyes ely eb baly?
Nouf: as in yes lets be together
Hamad: many em9adeg!!! wallaaaah ya noufi ma ra7 a5ayeb thanech!! entay ma tadreen ana shkether mestanes al7een? ba6eeeeerrrrrr men elfar7a!!! a5eeeran a5eeran? akeed umy da3yatly noufii ana a7ebech wallah!
Nouf: hahaha :$
Hamad: ya 7alat ely yeste7oon:**** adry youre new to this fa im not expecting anything 7abeebty
Nouf: wain betroo7 elyoom?
Hamad: shalay
Nouf: 9ej 7eta e7na wain?
Hamad: jlai3a 7abeebty
Nouf: 7eta e7na!
Hamad: shal 9edfa:p

So i was going to our shalay with my parents and Ghalia and her parents since theyre friends! we9alna elshalay w 7a6aina everything re7na ana w Ghalia neg3ad bel balcony now lana at night eyoon guys bel shalay ely yamna w yekoon 7eil noisy yel3boun kout w deal w yeg3doun ye9arkoun w yedakhnoun! temashaina ana w Ghalooy 3al ba7ar w i spilled everything that happened w she was so happy for me bas zafatny laish ena ma geltla stuff like "7abeeby" well im not used to it. At night our parents ra7aw movie bel kout bas ana w Ghalia we stayed w barbequed broo7na wela the guys came w bedaw yedakhnoon w yel3boon deal b9ra5! Madry shloon lafait 3alaihum bel ghala6 wela i spot...