Monday, 16 April 2012

Part 7: Never ending

Nouf: bas ana a7ibek
Hamad: shenuu??!?:D:D
Nouf: a7ibek :;$
Hamad: a5eeran gelteeha? you made my day 7abeebty

And just like this we made up, i cant beleive that i just told him that i love him it actually feels really good so i decided to change the subject and talk casualy

Nouf: so 3endek ekhwan?
Hamad: eeh baba, thari 27 metzawj welda 3umra 3 w ba3dain talah 23 w ba3dain 7abeebech 17
Nouf: wanasaaa! shesm weld ukhouk?
Hamad: s3ood
Nouf: dezlee 9ourta
                                              He sent me the picture
Nouf: wayyy sa3oodi yeshaweg mashallah yeshbehek chena enta ubouh!
Hamad: eeh elkel yegoul! shenu sa3oodi? ma y9eer etdal3een a7ad ghairy
Nouf: 3ady hes a kid
Hamad: la may9eer entay noufti ana w ma etdal3een a7ad ghairy
Nouf: okay 7amoodi
Hamad: sh9ayer bel3alam
Nouf: sh9ayer :O?
Hamad: ana agoolech sh9ayer ... ely 9ayer uhwa ena elensana ely a7ebha a5eeeeeeeeeeeeeran e3tarfat enha et7ebny w gamat etdale3ny ;***
Nouf: hahaha 3ayal ta3awad 7abeeby ;***

And we became really close that way and now we actually act like a boyfriend girlfriend and everything was perfect and just the way i wanted it to be! We did an invite conversation on bbm that included me ghalooy hamad and wahab!

Wahab: nouf takhyelay dagait 3ala ghalooy men fone baitna w khalait 7amad yekalmha eb esloub film khara3ha kanat shway w tabchy maskeena la w el7mar yekamel w e7na benmout the7ek bas 8amteen eltha7ka =)) bas ba3dain eksarat kha6ry el7ub
Nouf: LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL testahlain ghalloooy=D=)) w enta la etgoul 3an 7abeeby 7mar
Hamad: kafuu shouf etdafe3 3any ;****
Ghalia: wagfa weyahom ha? ana a3almech! tabeen a36eehum raqmech?
Nouf: laa ya 7mara im sorrry weyach weyach! sisters before misters
Hamad: laa ghalia etge9 3alaich ehya mu weyach ana ely weyach!! yallah 3a6eeny raqamha
Nouf: :@ laaaaaaaaaaaaa2
Wahab: 7maido chenek stanast ha ;)
Hamad: eeeehhh aby elraqam
Ghalia: afakerrrr
Nouf: la ya 7mara
Ghalia: wahaab a36eehh wela la2?
Wahab: 3a6eeeh :p
Hamad: kafu yal 7abeeeb ;p
Nouf: ana awareek wahab :@!!!!!
Ghalia: khala9 dam wahab gal a36eeh ya3ny a36eeeh
Nouf: ayshay?

I dont want him to have my number!!!! i ended the conversation and threw my phone away!

Monday, 9 April 2012

Part 6: Never ending

It was Hamad
Nouf: hes my cousin walah
Hamad: ok bas shaku tamshoon broo7kom chethy?
Nouf: ma7ad yaby yamshy weyay w ana malait w ana ga3da w 3ady e7na bas cousins mu akthar
Hamad: bas ely ana ashoufa men 3aina enkom akthar men cousins
Nouf: hamad shfeek? walah la2 ya3ny bachatheb 3alaik?
-Back to real life and off bbm-
Fahad: menu etkalmeen?
Nouf: sara my friend?
Fahad: al7een ga3da weyay etkalmeen refeejteich?
Nouf: way fahad shfeek dgeega bas
Fahad: la maku dgeeega ta3alay ma gelteely this summer cannes kal 3ada wela mntaw ray7een?
Nouf: eeh atwaqa3 ya cannes wela neg3ad bel shalay w enroo7 dubai back and forth
Fahad: la enshala cannes 7ada wedy enrou7 together kelena
Nouf: eee 3ad 7ady walhana 3ala cannes
Fahad: ana bakalem ubooch
Nouf: eeh plz kalma madry shfeeh yaby dubai w ga3da yefaker eb turkia

W that way salfa s7bat salfa w nesait 3an Hamad w lama dashait elshalay w r7t my room i checked my bbm i remembered Hamad w i was like "SHIT:O"

Hamad: la 5ala9 em9adgech
Hamad: agool 5alech weyah chena 7alat lech sewalfa malyoon marra a7san meny :)

He had his personal message as "nitfm" and i checked twitter he had "nitfm" and "robma malait miny ya rafeeq robma 7a9alt lak ghairi 3asheeg" and after that in 10 minutes he had "5alhoom yenf3ounik damhom ya3jbonik :D" okay so he's mad and then he doesnt care whats wrong with him?

Nouf: hamad walah im so sorry bas he asked me who are you talking to w i told him refeejti bas galy no 9ikay your bb w ya3ni madry shasawy
Hamad: la 3adi e5thay ra7tech weya
Nouf: hamad shfeek?
Hamad: ma feeny shay e5thay ra7tech weya 3adi ma yehmni
Nouf: faj2a chthi 9ert ma ahamek?
Hamad: eeh 3adi ana 9ert ma ahamech fa sh3or metbadel
Nouf: mnu gal enek ma et.hemny?
Hamad: ta9rfatich
Nouf: shako!
Hamad: nouf etha ma sekaty ba36eech delete al7een walah
Nouf: bas.......

Saturday, 7 April 2012

Part 5: Never ending

I spotted Wahab! shyayba hny? i never saw him here before, he awkwardly smiled at me so I smiled back.

Nouf: ghalooooy goolay menu hny?
Ghalia: menu *w ehya 7adha meshta6a*
Nouf: wahab 7abeeb elgalb
Ghalia: chathaba wainn?
Nouf: elshalay ely yamna
Ghalia: abaaih 9a7 kahu! galy beroo7 shalay bas ma kent adry ely yamna wait khal as2ela shalay menu
Nouf: ghalooya shal legafa?
Ghalia: 3ady
Nouf: kaifech
After 5 minutes
Ghalia: shalay wa7ed men rab3a yegoul yetyam3oun here taqreeban kel weekend ya3ny kel weekend betyeebeeny hny 7abeebty
Nouf: ye9eer khair enshallah

I received a bbm i was just about to eat, oh its Hamad (btw i was wearing a red a bit over knee length summer dress)

Hamad: shaklech wayyed 7elu bel a7mar 7abeebty;*
Nouf: thank you;* bas shdarak ana labsa a7mar?
Hamad: shoufay warach;)

I turned my neck bas ididnt see anything so i completely turned around and it turned out that Hamad was in the shalay that Wahab and the guys were in.

Nouf: hehe shyayebkum hny enta w wahab?:p
Hamad: shalay weld 3amy:p
Nouf: shal concidence yam shalayhna?
Hamad: eeh ana wayed ayeeh hny bas ma ashoufech, ashwa eny sheftech it made my day
Nouf: eeh ana ma ayeeh elshalay wayyed w etha yait i swim eb our pool or ag3ad dakhel ma a6la3 lana entaw wayyed muz3ejeen:p
Hamad: asfeeen:p laa khala9 men yoom w raye7 6el3ay ekhthay ra7tech, aby ashoufech;*
Nouf: khala9 okay;p
Hamad: brb deal weya elshabab
Nouf: tyt

I checked twitter wela ye6la3 Hamad tweeted 50 seconds ago "Someone just made my day:*" aww! I went back to eating and then my cousins(3yal 3ami) came Shoug w Fahad w Lama! I was close with Fahad(i have him bbm and is okay with me and my parents cause he's family) men w e7na yahal lana he's my age while Shoug is 16 w Lama 17 bas i think of Fahad as a brother bas still were close but im not gonna tell him about Hamad! We were playing deal bel balcony fa Hamad and Wahab w their friends can see us!

Fahad: noufoo ta3alay netmasha
Nouf: yallah 3ad 7ada malait w ana ga3da

I was walking with Fahad w he was reading for me nekat w ana kent mayta the7ek it shows from they way im walking! I received a sound indicating i got a dm or a mention so i decided to check it.


.......: menu hatha ely weyach?

Wednesday, 4 April 2012

Part 4: Never ending

Hamad: bas khalas nouf ana malait jad malait! ana abeech ana a7ebech ana mayet feech w entay bas tabeen enkoun friends bas? ana ta7amalt being bas friends 7eg shkether al7een? ana aby enkoun akthar men friends w ana ma ra7 al3ab! la tefhemeeny ghala6 i love being friends with you bas aby akoun your friend w more 7awlay tefhmeeny allah yekhaleech 7awlay tefhemeeny!!!
Nouf: hamad wallah i like you bas i cant do this lana ana ma akalem w madry hamad madry enta ma atdry shkether ana 3azek w maby akhserek w yemken being more than friends yekhaserna wayyed ashya2! madry 3a6ny wakt afaker...
Hamad: khala9 ok ekhthay wakt kether ma tabeen ana bakoon na6rech

I love him wallah i dp but im scared .... I directly captured it all for Ghalia and sent it

Ghalia: ya 7mara entay men 9ejech?
Nouf: shenu?
Ghalia: chan gelteela eeh 3ala 6oul? elrayal feta7lech galba w galech kel shay men dakhla w that rarely happens with guys w entay etgouleenla "3a6ny wakt afaker" 7mara entay wela bgara?
Nouf: oooh ghalooy im not experienced with this w a9lan ana khayfa
Ghalia: men shenu khayfa?
Nouf: shenu after this relationship? akhaf i get too attached to him w akher shay he leaves me! w etha this is just a waste of time then im not doing it
Ghalia: why are you asking me? ask him
Nouf: la la fashla
Ghalia: shenu fashla you deserve to know w 9adgeeny he will tell you
Nouf: you think?
Ghalia: eeh ask him w tara hamad is so sweet mara7 yegoul shay w deer balech noufana dont lose him
Nouf: eeh enshallah ta3alay men meta my nickname noufana?
Ghalia: loool madry lama kent eb baitkum umech nadetech noufana chan yeshakel
Nouf: loool ok=))

Should i ask him that or not? Ghalia is right Hamad is so sweet and i really dont want to lose him and if i reject him this time i might lose him but i dunno ana ma akalem w akhaf hal shay yekharebny! why am i worrying wayyed?

Nouf: hamad im gonna be honest with you... i just want to know shenu warah hal relationship? im really scared of a lot of things, im scared to get too attached to you w akher shay you leave me! ana khayfa men wayyed ashya2
Hamad: laish enfaker bel future wayyed? why dont we let it take us wherever it takes us? i promise you i wont leave you nouf wallah nouf i wont leave you unless you ask me to, w la etkhafeen men ayshay dam ana weyach ana a7ebech w mara7 asawy shay ye2atheech!

What he said makes sense w i really want to be with him bas madry! maybe i should give this a chance lana 7aram Hamad deserves one w i cant reject him twice its heartbreaking.

Nouf: yes
Hamad: shenu yes? elyes ely eb baly?
Nouf: as in yes lets be together
Hamad: many em9adeg!!! wallaaaah ya noufi ma ra7 a5ayeb thanech!! entay ma tadreen ana shkether mestanes al7een? ba6eeeeerrrrrr men elfar7a!!! a5eeeran a5eeran? akeed umy da3yatly noufii ana a7ebech wallah!
Nouf: hahaha :$
Hamad: ya 7alat ely yeste7oon:**** adry youre new to this fa im not expecting anything 7abeebty
Nouf: wain betroo7 elyoom?
Hamad: shalay
Nouf: 9ej 7eta e7na wain?
Hamad: jlai3a 7abeebty
Nouf: 7eta e7na!
Hamad: shal 9edfa:p

So i was going to our shalay with my parents and Ghalia and her parents since theyre friends! we9alna elshalay w 7a6aina everything re7na ana w Ghalia neg3ad bel balcony now lana at night eyoon guys bel shalay ely yamna w yekoon 7eil noisy yel3boun kout w deal w yeg3doun ye9arkoun w yedakhnoun! temashaina ana w Ghalooy 3al ba7ar w i spilled everything that happened w she was so happy for me bas zafatny laish ena ma geltla stuff like "7abeeby" well im not used to it. At night our parents ra7aw movie bel kout bas ana w Ghalia we stayed w barbequed broo7na wela the guys came w bedaw yedakhnoon w yel3boon deal b9ra5! Madry shloon lafait 3alaihum bel ghala6 wela i spot...

Tuesday, 3 April 2012

Part 3: Never ending

Hamad: lana ... madry magdar agoulech hny shrayech bbm?
Nouf: madry wallah
Hamad: after that saway ely tabeena delete me kaifech
Nouf: umm ok khalas add me 2C******

After 1 minute i got a request from him at first i hesitated but then i accepted because i had to. I gave him my pin and told him to add me ra7 ekoon fashla if i declined bas ana mu  noo3y akalem guys bbm or anywhere else! Nouf laish ga3da etsaween chethy laish? hathi mu suwalfy!

Hamad: i dmed and you lana kent bagoulech ena men awal ma sheftech w entay dasha kha6ry mashallah 3alaich thegeela w bent nas w wahab w ghalia wayyed yemde7ounech w ana 7as ena lazem akalmech w ena etha kalamtech ra7 ye9eer shay 7elu baina bas etha ma tabeen ana ra7 afham elshay kelesh mu ghaseb bas ana ga3da agoulech el9ej w this is how i feel bas atmana ena you give me a chance w etshoufeen how good i will be to you, ana abeech!

La2 ana ma akalem bas it would be heatbreaking to tell him no i mean what he said to me really touched me deep inside! awal marah a guy tells me something like that awal marah a7es ena elguys mu kelhum nafs elshay! madry should i give him a chnace? he deserves one but should i give it to him? ana ma akalem ma ye9eer but bieng friends with him is it wrong i guess

Nouf: wallah madry shagoulek ya hamad ana ma akalem wallah el3atheem a9lan i never considered talk to a guy twitter bbm or anywhere else etha ma et9adegny es2al ghalia w ehya etgoulek a9lan ana madry shely khalany i agree w akalmek... shrayek we be friends?
Hamad: okay friends it is:D

Hamad and i became close friends and Wahab and Ghalia knew about that, my love for him grew every day stronger and stronger i love him with all my heart kena ensoulef wayyed we became really close friends lay darja ma tet9awerounha! kena ensoulef 24/7 bas 7asaita he wants more bas im not going to be his girlfriend and what im doing right now is the right thind to do! After 3 months something happened that ruined everything, hmmm.. maybe it ruined maybe it didnt well here it goes he told me ...

Feadback?

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Post 2: Never ending

You guessed right, I got a follow request from Hamad and I accepted but I didnt follow back lana mala da3y shaku asaweela follow? He started retweeting tweets i write about him so that means he talks to someone or has someone in my mind. After a week or so Ghalia invited me to a conversation with Wahab and this is how it went.

Wahab: haa nouf chena 7maido emsaweelech follow wela yet.haya2ly:p??
Ghalia: eeh noufo goulay, sawaiteelah follow back :D??
Nouf: eeh sawaly follow w i accepted w la2 mu emsawyatla follow back shalu asaweela?
Wahab: laish? saweela follow 3adi 7maid ma ra7 yefaker ghala6
Ghalia: yallah 3ad nwaifa saweela follow
Nouf: shaku ma a3arfa
Ghalia: saweela chena you want to read his tweets
Wahab: eeh 5oush fekra yallah
Ghalia: yallaaah
Nouf: enzain khalas baskum 7ana im gonna follow him

I exited bbm and entered twitter i check my followings and pressed on Hamad's profile and followed him, since his tweets were protected i had to wait. I went back to bbm with Nouf and Wahab

Wahab: ha you followed?
Nouf: eeeh erte7taw? bas lal7een ma sawa accept
Wahab: la ana met2aked ena ra7 yesawy accept
Ghalia: eeh beesawy
Nouf: haw shdarakum?
Wahab: bas adry
Nouf: mm okay kaifkum

Today was thursday and i had nothing to do and Ghalooy called ma and suggested that me, her, and Sara go to 360 watch a movie then eat at b+f and i agreed! Marait Ghalia and Sara at 5 w dashaina elmovie at 6:00 w khalas at 7 w re7na at b+f w ne6arna 30 minutes 3ala ma yalena eldoor. I opened twitter and checked my timeline wela ye6la3 Hamad sawaly accept w kateb ""At 360" 10 Minutes ago. We ordered our food wela faj2a i get a notifcation men twitter wela ye6la3 Hamad dazly dm saying Hi

Nouf: ghalooooy hamad dazly dm yegoul hi!!!
Ghalia: 7elfay
Nouf: wallah wallah
Sara: ay hamad? laykoun your one and only crush?
Nouf: eeeh ma ghaira
Sara: w entay men meta emsawyatla follow w etkalmeena

Ghalia told Sara the whole story how he followed me and she and Wahab told me to follow back.

Sara: Im happy for you bas deer balech
Nouf: aww thank u eeh enshallah.

I dmed Hamad
Nouf: hi:p
Hamad: shlounech?
Nouf: gd u?
Hamad: tamam wallah, et9adgeen wahabo kela yesoulefly 3anech
Nouf: shegoul:p? 3asa yemda7ny
Hamad: la etkhafeen kela yemde7ech w yegoul 3anech khoush wa7da w swalfech (y)
Nouf: zain el7emdellah
Hamad: ma sa2lteeny laish dazlech dm;p
Nouf: laish?
Hamad: lana....

Monday, 2 April 2012

Introduction: Never Ending

Hello I'm Nouf and this is my life story. I'm 14 and this is how it all started...

New school, new friends, new everything ... walking through the school hallways with my new friends Ghalia and Sara and guys looking at me that look that says 'Who is she?'

After the first months of school me and my friends got really close and they told me about everything they did such as crushes, boyfriends, and other personal stuff. I dont talk to guys bas I dont find a girl ray7a feeha etha etkalem lana everyone is able to make their own choices by theirselfs and know what the right thing is. I mean everyone makes mistakes right?

Men awal ma sheft this guy called Hamad w I started having a crush on him he's so hot w i noticed that he stares shwaya. I was on bbm and we had this group chat me, ghalia and her boyfriend Abdulwahab. I found it okay to talk him if she was the one who invited since she insisted that i talk to him and after 7ana 6weela i agreed.

Wahab: eeeh Nouf ta3alay et3arfeen 9a7by Hamad Al xxxx
Nouf: eeh chena, a3aref shakla bas ma3arfa personally aw shay chethy
Wahab: shrayech feeh;p?
Nouf: geltelk ma3arfa :p
Ghalia: loool;p
Wahab: laa qasdy shakleyan shrayech feeh?

Seriously? He's asking me what do I think about his friend's outter look? Fashlaaa what do i answer? Ghalia 7mara I'll talk to her on another conversation brou7ha!!

Nouf: ghalyoo ya 7mara hatha shga3ed yesa2alny? yabeeny agoula your friend is so hot to the limit that i drool? kalmay 9a7bech!!
Ghalia: 3ady gouleela wallah wahab ma yegoul 7eg a7ed 3ady aslan uhwa yagleb kel shay the7ek
Nouf: men sejech entay?
Ghalia: eeh wallah gouleela 3ady :p

If Ghalia trusts him that much then why not? I mean Ghalia trusts him so much that she's in a deep relationship with him, maybe he really wont tell. So I went back to the conversation with Wahab!

Nouf: umm... madry he's good-looking
Wahab: ahhaa :p
Ghalia: ohhhhh obbb obbb :p
Nouf: chub ghalooy, wahab laish?
Wahab: laa bas chethy as2al
Nouf: ahh ok

And then we went back to our regular jokes and sewalef but i still sensed something and Ghalia swore to god that she never told Wahab anything about me having a huge crush on Hamad ... Days passed w 6awaft elsalfa untill something weird happened, i mean really weird!!