Never Ending: Part 17

My days were the same! Untill one day 7amad dash ilbait w gali ina i7na ilyoom ma3zoomeen bait his parents w ina ohma imsaween 3azeema kibeera w 3azmeen kil 3ailat 7amad so i wore this and went to his parents hous:

Dashaina  bait'hom w salamna w ga3adna! First ga3dna riayil broo7 w 7areem broo7 w kint 7adi mitwahga lana ma a3arif a7ad fa kint 6ool ilwakt ga3da asoolif wiya 7amad messagat lana yadri ina ana ma a3arif a7ad! I decided to go to the bathroom and when i got there i saw 2 of his cousins rawan and mariam bas they didnt see me

Rawan: abaaih shftay 7amad shloon mi7law?
Mariam: ee 9ayir iyanin ma gidart asheel 3aini min 3alai
Rawan: madri laish mitzawij hal jaikara way akrahhhaa
Mariam: la it5afeen 7abeebti intay wayid a7la minha
Rawan: ni6ray ya marioom in mafaragt.hom 3an ba3ath ma akoon ana rawan bint obooy! way ma tadreen ishkithir a7ib 7amad w ra7 asawi ayshay 3ashan awa5ir hal 7mara 3ana

W right there dashait il7amam bas sawait roo7i ina tawni yaya w ma sima3t wila shay galita! I smiled 3ashan ma y7soon w 3a6ooni smiles itnarfiz bas 3adi bil 6agag ma ra7 a5aleeha ta5ith 7amad lana 7amad 7agi ana w bas a9lan 7amad i7ibni w la yomkin i7ibha bas ihya wayid im9adga maskeena 3aisha ib 7ilm! I got out of the bathroom w ri7na 3ala 6awlat il'3ada w 7amad nadani 3ashan ag3ad yama  w ihya kanat ga3da yami w yamha hathi mariam w ba3dain shabab min cousins 7amad! lazim a7irha w abayin laha ina 7amad 7agi

Nouf: 7amadii 7abeebi shno tabi a7i6lik?
7amad: 7i6eeli machboos la7am 7abeebti w sala6a
Nouf: mn 3yooni

7a6aitla machboos la7am w 3a6aita iya w ana 7a6aitli bas shwaya lana ma kint yoo3ana kilish

7amad: noufa 7abeebti
Nouf: amir?
7amad: laish 7a6a bas hatha 7i6eelich ba3ad
Nouf: la mabi mo yoo3ana
7amad: mo 3ala kaifich ra7 takleen 7ayati

Gam 7amad w taras 9a7ni machboos la7am w salad w appitizar w 7a6a jidami w ana kan wayhi o.O

Nouf: 7amadii hatha wayid!!
7amad: la mo wayid intay lazim takleen 3an athnain ;)
Nouf: la walla wayid
7amad: itha ma kalaiti ra7 az3al 3alaich tara
Nouf: inshala wila yhmik

I saw rawan w kanat shaba nar kanat widha itgoom w it6gni bas 6ab3an ana 7agart.ha w kalait kil ilakil 3ashan 5a6ir 7amad w ba3dain gomna w ga3dna 7areem w riayil together w 7amad kan masik eedi ib eedaina ilthintain yil3ab feeha ohwa wayid isawi hal 7araka lama inkoon 6al3een lana ist7i he kisses me!

Rawan: 7amad shfeek mo gadir ithid hathi tara mara7 it6eer hehehehe
7amad: hathi ismha nouf w morti w kaifi
Rawan: ee ma gilna shay bas hidha shway
7amad: yoba mabi

7amad pulled my back near him w put his arms around me and he whispered to me so noone could hear him

7amad: 7aritich 9a7?
Nouf: shwaya
7amad: malich sh'3l feeha ili 3inda noufaa ma yi6ali3 hal ashkal
Nouf: a7ibik
7amad: a7ibich akthar 7abeebti

Rawan ma galat shai lay a5ir il3azeema! lama we went home kina 7adna ta3baneen fa 3ala 6ool badalna w dashaina ilfrash ana kint 7a6a rasi 3ala 9adir 7amad w ohwa kan yil3ab ib sha3ri w yigooli shkithir yi7bni w igooli ashya2 7ilwa lain anam! w shway wila anam bidoon la a7is

Never Ending part 16:

The alarm woke me up i went to the bathroom had a shower libast my roob w 7a6ait mikiaji w 6ala3t hdoomi min ilkabat w ri7t aga3id 7amad

Nouf: 7amad
Nouf: 7amoodii
Nouf: 7amoooodiiiii
Hamad: na3ammm
Nouf: yalla gooom tara ra7 tit2a5ar 3ala ildawam w it2a5irni wiyak
Hamad: 5amis digayig bas
Nouf: la yalla please goom
Hamad: 5ala9 inshala

He went to the bathroom and i changed my clothes w 7ita ihwa libas dishdashta w 8itrita w 6ala3na! 7imdalla today the time mar bsr3a bil dawam w radaina ilbait w akalna '3ada! we did the sam thing we did yesturday and yes it was really painful and i hated it :(((


1 month later

We were eating lunch and i felt really dai5a o lai3a chabdi ri7t il7amam w raja3t

7amad: shfeech 7abeebti?? badlai bsir3a 5al awadeech il6abeeb
Nouf: madri ok

We both changed our clothes w rikabna ilsayara w 7amad 7abeebi kan dayis 120 lana kan wayid 5ayid 3alai! ri7na ildr w sawaina foo7oo9at 3ama w ga3dna nan6ir ilta7aleel ti6la3! lama 6li3aw 3a6ainahom ildr!

Dr: inta gozha?(rayilha)
7amad: ee na3am dr lash feeha shai?
Dr: mabrook il aniisa nouf 7amil

7amad hugged me! We went to the car nd we were so excited w ma gidarna nitkalam! As soon as wi9alna ilbait badalna w ga3adna bil 9ala inshoof talvizyoon

7amad: itha 9bay 3omar w itha bint fara7
Nouf: laa wai3 mabi itha 9bayy 7amdan w itha bint reem
7amad: reem 7ilo bas shno 7amdan?
Nouf: ana abi 7amdan
7amad: mako insay itha 9bay 3omar
Nouf: mabii! mabi ag3ad yamiikkk

I went to the bed room and wore my pjama and got into bed! 7amad came after me wearing only shorts and i was giving him my back! lafni w 5alani a6al3a w he kissed my lips 7ail

7amad: 5ala9 kaifich insami 7amdan!
Nouf: 7abeebii inta

I kissed him back and he hugged me tightly and slept w ana mibtasma w mistansa 9ij i love 7amad mako mithla bil 3alam

Never Endigh: Part 15

Hey ppl malait w ana aktib so nw my bff ga3da itkamil ilstory
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8 years later...
Let me tell you what happened the past few years! M7md let me do really bad things like smoking marijuna and stuff way worst and get drunk but luckily 7amad found out w gal 7ag '3alia w she told my parents! at first they were really angry at me and then they realizied that it their fault too because they werent around most of the time so they took me to rehab(more like counciling) somewhere far away from home and it took me time to cure and go back to normal and yes i attended high school there! I went back to Kuwait and went to univirsity there and 7amad 5a6abni w i agreed and now we are married for a few months and i work mowa'9afa ib shareeka!
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I just woke up to find 7amad staring at me he likes to stare at me while im asleep! weird!

Hamad: goodmorning beautiful
Nouf: goodmorning
Hamad: yalla goomay tara ra7 tit2a5rain 3al shi'3l
Nouf: inshalla


I got up had a shower and let down my natural wavy ombred hair and put on my usual daily make up and wore my clothes while 7amad kan labis dishdasha kal 3ada:

We both got into our cars an went to our work place when i arrived ligait wayid malfat 3ala maktibi w sawait.hom it yook me 2 hours then i was looking at ashya2 on the internet! then skirtairat ilmodeer yat ismha lamees

Lamees: ahlain nouf istaz s3ood bado iyaki (ilmodeer)

Nouf: ahlain ee inshala

I went to maktiba w 6agait ilbab

Ista'9 s2ood: tifa'9al (i entered) ya hala nouf

Nouf: hala ista'9 ba'3ait shay?

Ista'9 s3ood: ee tfa'9ilay gi3day (i sat down)

Ista'9 s3ood: 5ala9tay ilawrag ili 3ala maktibich?

Nouf: ee ista'9

Ista'9 s3ood: momtaz inzain saway hathail w yeebeeli kil ilawrag a5ir ildawam

Nouf: inshala ista'9 3an i'9nik

OMG!! It will take my ours!! So i did the papers w 5ala9t.hom a5ir ildawam 7ag lamees w rija3t ilbait w 7amad was already there il5adama 7a6at il'3ada w ti'3adaina w lama 5ala9na ga3ad 3ala il8anafa w i layed down w 7a6ait rasi on his lap w he started playing with my hair and we told each other about our day and than kissed my lips and he went to diwania

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We hadnt had sex in a long time because im always hurt so this time kisar 5a6ri w i decided to let him enjoy one night because kan masik.ha 7ag fatra so i put romantic candles everywhere in the room and put red lipstick and wore this:

And when he came he was surprised than he kissed my lips deeeply

Hamad: finally
Nouf: do whatever you want

And it happend! Yes all the pain and sexy stuff happend

COMMENT PLEASE

Never Ending: Part 14

I woke up with a major headache and took 2 pills of panadol! I checked my phone i hand no bbm or whatsapp but only a few mentions and dms from twitter! I decided not to swim today so i changed into this:

And took the drivers land cruiser and headed to the nearest starbucks! I parked and got inside and ordered a small latte and took it and sat down on a table! I started thinking about what happened yesturday.. am i turning bad? Ghalia is no longer my friend and im not with Hamad anymore and Wahab doesnt talk to me! I lost my best friend, well on the positive side now Salma is my friend! What happened yesturday was wrong but i enjoyed it a lot i cant believe im starting to like m7mad a little! This is all wrong! I got out of my thoughts and saw that Hamad and Wahab and Ghalia and a girl i dont know were sitting in the table in the corner but they didnt see me yet! Hamad saw me and he hit Wahab's shoulders then Wahab saw me and they both looked surprised but they acted like they didnt care when Hamad saw that i was looking at him he held that girls hand and gave her his flashing smile! UGHHH he wants to make me jealous! I took my phone and bbmed Salma:

Nouf: heyy salma are you free?
Salma: ee:p tabeeni ayeech?
Nouf: ta3alay starbux jlai3a
Salma: ok 3adi ayeeb fahad?
Nouf: ee bas mno hatha
Salma: my bf
Nouf: ok kaifich;)

I bbmed m7md

Nouf: gm;* are you awake?
M7md: gm;* ee ba'3aitay shay 7ubi?
Nouf: ta3al starbucks pleasee;**
M7md: ok digayig w ana 3indich;*
Nouf: tara salma w wa7id isma fahad biyoon
M7md: ee ok, a9lan fahad 9a7bi
Nouf: ok yalla ta3al;*

Fahad and Salma came first then M7md came after them they each got a drink and sat down, M7md noticed Ghalia, Wahab, Hamad and he whispered to me:

M7md: tabeen it7ereenhom?
Nouf: ee shwaya imnarfizeeni
M7md: wala yhmich 7abeebti intay tamreen
Nouf: 7abeebi thanks

He held my hand and kissed my neck untill we could see fire in Hamad's eyes, he couldnt handle so he came up to us

Hamad: intaw shga3id itsawoon tara 3aib
Salma: ambaaai hatha shfeee?
M7md: w int shaku? int mo mas2ool la 3ani wla 3anha w ba3dain ubooha imwa9eeni 3alaiha w i7na kaifna insawi ili nabi int sh7arik?

I kissed M7mad's cheek and said

Nouf: 9a7 kalama inta malik sh'3l feeni
Hamad: nouf kilish ma hagaitich it9eereen chithi ta'3yartay a9lan ma gumit a3arfich, '3alia ili kanat rifeejtich roo7 bil roo7 ma gamat it3arfich mooliya! ma a9adig ini a7ibich ... aw 7abaitich! atmana inich itfakreen ib kil ili gilta w tirj3een mithil ilawal... tirj3een nouf ili it5af 3ala som3at.ha w som3at ahalha allah yahdeech bas ma agool ila allah yahdeech

And right there he went back to his table and the faces of Ghalia and Wahab looked surprised and amazed!
Salma: 7imdilla w ilshkir hatha shfeee hahahahah

Fahad, M7md and Salma were talking about random stuff while i was thinking about what Hamad said! I thought about every word.. did he mean what he said? i know that i changed but i like the change i become!

Nouf: ana shway ta3abt barja3 ilbait
M7md: 5ala9 7abeebti kalmeeni lama to9leen *kiss*
Salma and Fahad: bye
Nouf: enshalla bye

I got in the land cruiser and started cruising 9oob ilshalaihat and went everywhere, i was thinking a lot! Did i become that bad? am i hated by the people who used to be my best friends? am i turning into a bitch that nobody wants to be friends with? i wore daring short clothes before i met m7md, so why didnt ghalia and hamad talk to me about that? school is gonna start soon and i dont want to be the unwanted, all alone bitch! I went back to the shalai and changed into this:

And i jumped in the pool and put my head back and relaxed and tried to keep my mind clear untill Ghalia came out of nowhere

Ghalia: umm hi ahalich galaw inhom yidgoon 3alaich w ma trideen fa galooli agoolich ina ra7 iyoon after school starts in 2 months faa you have the choice itroo7een 3ind wa7da min 5alatich aw itnameen ib baitkom
Nouf: ok thank u inich wa9altay
Ghalia: eeh w one more thing tara we all miss the old you

And she walked away

Old you, old you, old you, old you?

Never Ending: Part 13

I got a bbm from m7md, i didnt want to look at it because he is such a bad person and i had a feeling that he wants me to do something bad or something that will no satisfy me! I want to get rid of him but hes like a weird unknown maze with no way out! I used to tell Ghalia everything and because of him it seems like we're no longer best friends and i really hated that because i love her! I decided to check M7mds bbm and i was hoping it wouldnt be bad

M7md: noofa ilyoom bamorich elsa3a 7 lebsay dress 7ilo bawdeech mokan(y)
Nouf: 3adi i ma ayeeh?
M7md: la2;*
Nouf: inzain ya3ni albis shay fancy?
M7md: ee
Nouf: w shagool 7ag ahali lay s2alooni wain rai7a?
M7md: goolay party rifeejtich ihni bel shalaihat
Nouf: okay

I went inside the shalai and started looking for my mom to ask for her permession! I hope this going out with him will be good and not some bad plan he had for us, i felt a little bit scared but after all he cant do anything to me or i guess he cant! I looked all over the shalai and my mom is nowhere i bumped into ghalia and she said hi with a really fake smile and hied her back and kept on looking for my mom untill i found her

Nouf: hi mama:**
Mom: halla 7abeebti
Nouf: mama 3adi aroo7 party ghina ilyoom ib shalaihom?

Ghina is my friend from my old school

Mom: ee roo7ay intay minzman mo shayfat.ha w tara okhoch imsafir wiya morta 7ag 5amis sneen 3inda dawra ib i6alia w ana w obooch bnsafir london 7ag sh'3l obooch ilyoom ba3ad sa3a bnroo7 ilma6ar troo7een 3nd 5altich wila tg3deen bil shalai w ba3dain itro7een ilbait wiya il5adam?
Nouf: bag3ad hni w ba3dain  baroo7 baitna
Mom: yalla 7abeebti ma3a elsalama

She kissed me and went, I relaxed a bit and watched tv then went and curled my hair and applied my make up and picked out my party dress, herve ledger perfect:

And by the time i finished it was 7:25 and i got a bbm from m7md that hes outside so i went downstairs and got in his silverado

M7md: halla bil zain
Nouf: hi
M7md: ha jahza? namshi?
Nouf: ee yalla

He drove and every few minutes he would touch me or hold my hand or put his hand on my lap, i used to get annoyed when he did that but now i find it usual and okay and i dont know why ;s He opened the window and started smoking

M7md: tabeen?
Nouf: ha? la mashkoor ma ada5in
M7md: kaifich intay il5asran

I dont think so! Youre the one who will loose a lung someday, well him and my dad! This 6ireej is taking so long when will we arrive? Finally he parked infront of a shalai full of cars and the shalai was huge it looked like a house and i got a little scared because i didnt know what will come up next

Nouf: m7md i7na wain?
M7md: shfeech 5ayfa?
Nouf: akeed ba5af ma adri ana wain
M7md: la t5afeen dam intay wiyay w yalla nizlay

We got down and he came next to me and put his arm around me and we went to the front door and i heard loud music! We got inside and i saw girls pool dancing and girls over guys making out and people dancing and other drinking sheesha or sigayir, it was really disgusting! M7md took me to his friends and introduced me to them and i was really scared! M7md forced me to dance with him like really wa9i5 dance:( he left me alone and went to say hi to someone so i took the chance and went to the roof and cried a bit until a girl came to me

Girl: hi
Nouf: hi
Girl: yideeda 3ala hal ashya2
Nouf: ee tigdreen itgooleen
Girl: ee 3adi la it5afeen ra7 tit3awidain w tistansain ba3ad 9adgeeni YOLO 3eeshai 7ayatich
Nouf: bas hal ashya2 '3ala6
Girl: 3adi intay wayid inoccent tara ilkil chithi fa la it5afeen wala ra7 tistansain
Nouf: ok
Girl: ana salma
Nouf: ana nouf
Girl: inzain laish  ga3da hni 5al inroo7 ta7at lets have fun
Nouf: ok yalla

I dont know why i just felt that shes a good person w she will be a good friend to me so we went down and pool danced and had a lot of fun she gave me her pin and i went to m7md and he told me that we will be leaving now i said goodbye to her and got in m7mds silverado and he kept talking and kissing and telling me that he will bring me here again! We arrived at my shalai i took off my clothes and slept directly

Never Ending: Part 12

untill i saw 7amad wagif jidam shalaiha w i didnt want to face him so ni6art lain ra7 w 5athait iljet w ri7t fe bil ba7ar bi3eed lai daraja gumit ma ashouf ilshalaihat w kan wayid hidoo2 fa nizalt min 3ala iljet w ga3adt bil ba7ar w i was wearing this over it a life jaket:

I put my head back to rest trying to forget everything that happened yesturday! I felt so refreshing and new but than faja'a 7asait arms around me and the life jaket unbuckle! I opened my eyes wela ashoof m7mad behind wearing this:

and he took off my life jacket and wrapped his arms around me from my  back!
Nouf: shga3d etsawy?? tara ma a3arif asba7 ib ni9 ilba7ar
M7md: 3ashan chithi ana maskich
Nouf: hidni w 3a6ni my life jaket a9lan shdarak ina ana hni
M7md: itfaqna itsaween kil shay abe 7abeebti w ana adri 3an kil shay
Nouf: ufff
M7md: la itgooleen uff kalmeeni 3adil mithel ma ana akalmich
Nouf: fine babe

He turned me around w 9ar my face jidam his face w he bent down w started kissing all around my neck then up to my ears

Nouf: stop it shga3id itsawi??
M7md: 7abeebti cham mara giltlich asawi ili abeeh w i7na together thats what couples do! ya3ni you kiss me i kiss you w we do stuff together
Nouf: insaa im not doing anything chithi
M7md: mo kaifich 7abeebti you do what i say
Nouf: m7md plz mabi plz understand me inta ga3id it3adi my limits
M7md: with me you have no limits fahma love?
Nouf: fahma

Can this get any worst? I dont think it can!! I was getting more disgusted every second because he was kissing my neck more and more and i couldnt say anything wila ra7 anfthi7 3ind ahali w a6ee7 min 3ainhom

Nouf: m7md
M7md: hmm
Nouf: m7mddd!!
M7md: 3yoona
Nouf: lazim arid ilshalay
M7md: mashi bas kalmeeni bbm la it5aleen riday 3alai 3ala 6ool
Nouf: ok

I wore my life jaket and got on eljet w radait ilshalay and took a shower with painfull tears and wore this:

w ga3adt on the terrace  w then something you would never imagine happened! something that got me shocked so shocked

SORRRYYY

Sorry ppl i was grounded and finally got bag my lovely laptop! so i have this idea do u want me to continue this story or right my life story or do both(will be hard)! and tell me what do u think about this story? do u like it or not? how do i be better? thanx

Never Ending: Part 11

A5eeran mishait w ri7t ga3adat 3ind 7amad w ana 7asa ina 7adi guilty !

7amad: hala 7abeebti
Nouf: halla
7amad: shfeech? laish wayhich chthi mn9fg?
Nouf: ha la mafeeni shay bas inta tadri ina ana ma 3indy siwalif mwa3ad w chithi bas ako shay abi agoola w ma yingal ila face to face
7amad: ee adri goolay 7ayati
Nouf: 7amad i7na lazim inhid ba3ath bas ana ma agdar akamil wiyak mo lana ma a7ibik la lana fee asbab thania w allah yadri shkithir ana a7ibik w shkubor '3alatik 3indi bas ana magdar akamil w 3indi asbabi bas magdar agoulik iyaha w 5ala9 ra7 amsi7ik bbm w hathi a5ir mara nig3ad wiya ba3ath mara7 tig3ad wiyay la hni wla bil madrisa 5ala9 i7na intahaina 7amad intahaina!
7amad: nouf intay 7abeebti ana a7ibich wala a7ibich la it.hdeeni a9lan ana magdar a3eesh bidounich magdar ahadich!! La2 la2 ana magdar! laish tabeen it.hdeeni o5och wila oboch chakoch?

I forget to tell you that i have a brother called zaid and hes 24 years old married to a girl called tala and shes 22 years old

Nouf: la ma7ad chakni hatha 8arari ana!
7amad: la nouf ana mara7 ahdich lo shitsaween  w shitgooleen ana mara7 ahidich! ana a7ibich min kil galbi w ra7 a36eech ili tabeena bas ma ahdich la2 la2 mosta7eel ahidich
Nouf: 5ala9 7amad bas ana magdar ag3ad zyada ana bala'3tik w 5ala9 bye!!
Right there gumt w mishait 3ana w rikabt ilsayara w i started crying and crying! I left him heartbroken without any explnation! 7amad ma yistahal ili ga3id i9eer 7amad yistahal ina ana afahma laish hadaita! 7amad yistahal ini agoola ini hadaita '3a9ban 3ani w mu i5tiari ... 7amad yistahal kil 5air bas kila min that some1 5arab 3alai kilshay 5arab 3alai kil 7ayati w dinyti laish chithi? i started crying more and more kil thania 7amad ya6ri 3ala bali w kil ma at.thakar shino 9ar baina bas wala mu beedi wla shay ib edi bas shasawi allah kareem! i arrived at the shalaih and wiped my tears and told '3alooy and ahali ini kint ta3bana min ba7ar w abi aroo7 anam! i went up to my room and changed into this:

and tucked myself in bed and deleted 7amad without reading the bbms he sent me and decided to talk to that some1 and tell them that i left 7amad

Nouf: ana w 7amad over
Some1: chthi ok;) zain itsaween 7ubi 6ala3tai tism3een ilkalam;**
Nouf: ee :)
Some1: bas lal7een ma 5ala9na

I recieved 1000000 pin messages from 7amad but i dicided not to read them because i dont want to cry more

Nouf: shno ya3ni ma 5ala9na ana sawait ili tabeeeh!
Some1: itfa8na itsaween kil ili abeh mu bas hatha
Nouf: ok:) shtabi ba3ad?
Some1: min ilyoom w rayi7 intay 9a7biti
Nouf: na3am?!!!? shloon akoon 9a7bitik w ana ma a3arfik a9lan?
Some1: ana m7md alx al7een 3arafteeni?;**

Yes 3arafta!!! hes a senior that is known for that he can get anything and anyone he wants and no one can stand in his way! his father and my father own a company together their like bffs!!

Nouf: obok rifeeej oboy no noway
M7md: sim3ay kalami la agool 7ag oboch
Nouf: w ana shithamni inik mara7 itwari kil hatha?
M7md: intay 9eerai 5oosh wa7da w sim3ai ilkalam w a7lflich bil qur2an ini ma awareeh
Nouf: ok
M7md: saweeni add bbm ;*
Nouf: lazim asawi ?!
M7md: ee lazim

I added him bbm

Nouf: ok il7een ana ta3bana w abi anam gn
M7md: noom il3awafi 7ubi ;**

I closed my phone and went to sleep tomorrow will be a good day inshallah! I woke up the next day very early and i changed into my swimming suit and dashait ilba7ar and sat in the ba7ar relaxing not doing anything! i put my head up and closed my eyes just enjoying the moment and having a good time without anything annoying but then....

Feadback

I want feadback plz! Tell me what to write about and what i shoud fix to make the blog and the story better and more intresting for you to read

Never Ending: Part 10

Some1: hal 7arakat ma tinfa3
Nouf: why dont you leave me alone?!!?
Some1: widy bas magdar! shasawi a7bich
Nouf: yuck! shtabi miny?
Some1: dam inich sa2altai abi wayid ashya2 abi t.hdeen 7amad w abeech itsaween ili abeeh w a5ir shay abeech it9eereen 7agi ;*
Nouf: inta shit5arbi6? sabi3 ilmosta7eelat
Some1: 5ala9 3ayal ta7amalai kil ili bi9eerlich 7ubi
Nouf: no wait 3a6ni waqt afakir
Some1: okk

What am i going to do this is not good! i cant leave 7amad thats impossiable! i dont wont to leave him i love him alot so i just cant leave him bas mabi anf'6i7! ya rab shasawi laish chithi i9eer feeni lama a7ib wa7id kilshay yi5trib laish? im so confused and im having to many emotions that are confusing me more and more:( i got a bbm from 7amad

7amad: shfeech ingalab wayhich w sra7tay 7ayati? ;*
Nouf: la mafeeny shay 7abeebi ;*
7amad: akeed?
Nouf: akeedain ;*
7amad: itha feeh shay tara tigdreen itgooleenli;*
Nouf: la t7ati itha feeh shay akked inta awal wa7id agoola;*
7amad: ok 7ayati akalmich ba3dain ;*
Nouf: ok ;*

We continued bbqing w after that we ate and i was still confused and i still dont know what to do! should i give up on us or play hard and make him shut anyway? lazim afakir w a5tar 3adil gabil la at7asaf w asawi ashya2 andam 3alaiha 6ool 3umri! ana a7ib 7amad wala a7iba bas ma agdar athil wiya wala agdar ahida bas lazim ahida lana mabi anf'6i7 w igooloon 3ani ashya2 mo zaina w igooloon 3ani bitch w they gudge me w ohma ma y3arfooni! a7iba min kil galbi bas magdar ana lazim ahida lazim! qarart agool 7ag that some1

Nouf: qarart i go with u im going to end kelshay with 7amad bas can i see him one last time?
Some1: dam ibtanheen kilshai ee bas fokeena mina
Nouf: okk

So i bbmed 7amad

Nouf: 7amad i need to see you ilyoom
7amad: ok 7ayati bas mita w wain?
Nouf: starbukks ilsa3a 4?
7amad: ok ;*

Im ending it all today i cant beleive it! there will be no more hamad and me no more those amazing convos just me all alone bieng a slave to som1 i dont know:( it was 4 already and i wore my  missoni jumpsuit:

I told '3alooy and my parents that i was going to get something from my couisns shalaih and they said it was ok but '3alooy 7anat tabi tyee bas i told her it was a guy cousin so shwaya ista7at w ig3dat! i told the driver to head to starbukks w lama wi9alt i got inside w shift 7amad ga3id bil corner alone ma36i ildoor thahra and thats when he broke my heart! ma yistahal ilkalam ili il7een bagoola ma yistahal ili il7een bi9eer i dont want to leave him bas i have to w mu bas i have to ila '3a9ban 3alai! that some1 really 8athni laish yabeeni asawy chithi laish yabi i5arib 7ayati lama kint mistansa laish ana shswaitla??!!

Never Ending: Part 9

I got a pin message from some1 i dont know saying

Some1: nouf 9a7?
Nouf: ee mino?
Some1: malich shi'3l mino ana bas aby agoulich shay wa7id w sim3ay ily bagoolich eyah 3adel! tara ana adry 3anich intay w 7amad w tara sewalfkum hathy ma tamshi 3alay w itha ma wa5artay 3ana betshoofeen shay 3umrich ma shefteeh 7ubi! itha ma wa5artay 3ana ba5ali ilkel yadri 3ankom w tara 3indy daleel fa ilkel ra7 i9adeg;);) deerbalich 7ubi

SHOOOOOOOOOOOOCK! Mino? Nobody knows '3air '3alooy w wahab w 7amad!! MINOO??!! IM SO FUCKING PISSED MAD ANNOYED FRUSTRATED ANGRY!!!!!!!!!!!

Nouf: mino?
Some1: malich shi'3l intay tism3een kalami w bas wila tara ismich w sum3tich be9eeron 3ala kel ilsan

I didnt replay! I captured the whole conversation w dazeeta 7ag '3alooy

Ghalia: omgg! mino titwaq3ain? you dont have any enemys
Ghalia: elaa yasmine omg!! yimken ehya 3adi itsaweeha!!
Nouf: madri bas ilisloob shakla 9bay
Ghalia: ee 9a7 inzain goolay 7ag 7amad yimkin yisa3dich
Nouf: la la mabi
Ghalia: kaifich

I got a bbm from 7amad right away, 3omraaa 6weel!!

7amad: 7abeebti?
Nouf: halla
7amad: walhan 3alaich bitroo7een shalaih ilyoom?
Nouf: ee enshallah benrou7 ana w my parents w '3alooy w ahalha
7amad: cant wait to see you;***
Nouf: me too 7abeebi;***

I packed my bags and wore my baige shorts and my abrecrombie shirt and went off to bnaider! '3alooy wi9alat gabli w g3dat tan6erni! awal ma wi9alt i changed into this:

While '3alooy changed into this:

We applyed the tan on our bodies and layed down and after 30 minutes dashaina ilba7ar w rikabna iljets w 6ala3na wakt il'3ada to barbique and i wore this:

While '3alooy wore this:

And we started to barbique outside

Ghalia: wahab mobila im5ali9 ilsha7an min ams w nayam bil diwania titwqa3ain biyoon ilshalay wila la2?
Nouf: ee 7amad gal ina biyoon

We looked beside us wila we find them with rab3hom playing janjfa and 7amad was looking at me and smiling w ana kint ga3da a6al3a with a huge smile then he winked at me!My phone beeped ya3ny wi9alny bbm or pin message... pin message mo bbm! OH BOY!



Part 8: Never ending

I woke up the next day and opend my phone and found many missed calls from ghalia and bbms from hamad but decided not to call back! She called again and i ignored and she called again and again and agaaaaaaaaaaaaaaain!
Than she sent a message

Ghalia: sorry walla nouf kena net'3ashmar mu qa9dna w 7amad 7ada 5ayef 3alaich el walad 7aram et5aleena chthi me5tri3 plz reday!

Nouf: ka radait im fine dont talk to me:)

Ghalia: walla net'3ashmar nouf wallllaa!! laish wayid 3a9abtay?

Nouf: ok idc:)

Ghalia: nouf yalla 3ad shfeech chethi m3a9ba?

Nouf: 3a6aity my #?!

Ghalia: la2 bas men awal ma 9akaitay ur phone whwa y7in yabeeh lana yaby yet6aman 3alaich walla maskeen shala3tay a39ba

Nouf: okay were good!

Ghalia: yay!

I decided to talk to 7amad on bbm lana shwaya he broke my heart and i feel like over reacted!

Nouf: im fine

7amad: laish ma etredeen 3alay? 5ara3teeni 3alaich chethi itsaween feeny? ma fakaraty feeny? shda3wa kel hatha 3ashan kent ga3da at'3ashmar agoul abi your #? ma tadreen sh9ar feeny ma gedart anam nouf wallah ma gedart anam 3abaly sawaitay eb nafsech shay w ghalia 5ara3tny akthar lama galat mobilech msaker w baitkom ma yerdoon!!

BOMB! I didnt reply kesar 5a6ry bas ma gedart arid!

7amad: 7abeebty entay la tez3eleen bas wallah 5eft 3alaich wayyid w mo lazem i have raqmech elmohem i have you! 7ayati entay ma abeech tez3eleen 3alay 3asany amout gabel la eyee elyoum ely aza3lech feeh w goulay ameen

Nouf: smella 3alaik 7abeeeby i love you im sorry walla bas kent metnarfeza w adri iny bala'3t bas madri shno kan feeny please forgive me!!

7amad: i love you more ya a'3la ensana bhal 3alam kelaa! entay ily forgive me!

Nouf: so were good baby?

7amad: no were great!

Things went back to normal w now 7amad, wahab, ghalia w ana skip class together w ilnas gamaw eshekoon feena bas ako nas yegooloon ena shakelna best friends bas akthar shay ohma ilnas ely esheekoon feena bas still we ignored lain something happened...

No title?

Hi sorry ma kint mitwa83a fee a7ad reading ilblog sorry :( i continue aw la2?

Part 7: Never ending

Nouf: bas ana a7ibek
Hamad: shenuu??!?:D:D
Nouf: a7ibek :;$
Hamad: a5eeran gelteeha? you made my day 7abeebty

And just like this we made up, i cant beleive that i just told him that i love him it actually feels really good so i decided to change the subject and talk casualy

Nouf: so 3endek ekhwan?
Hamad: eeh baba, thari 27 metzawj welda 3umra 3 w ba3dain talah 23 w ba3dain 7abeebech 17
Nouf: wanasaaa! shesm weld ukhouk?
Hamad: s3ood
Nouf: dezlee 9ourta
                                              He sent me the picture
Nouf: wayyy sa3oodi yeshaweg mashallah yeshbehek chena enta ubouh!
Hamad: eeh elkel yegoul! shenu sa3oodi? ma y9eer etdal3een a7ad ghairy
Nouf: 3ady hes a kid
Hamad: la may9eer entay noufti ana w ma etdal3een a7ad ghairy
Nouf: okay 7amoodi
Hamad: sh9ayer bel3alam
Nouf: sh9ayer :O?
Hamad: ana agoolech sh9ayer ... ely 9ayer uhwa ena elensana ely a7ebha a5eeeeeeeeeeeeeran e3tarfat enha et7ebny w gamat etdale3ny ;***
Nouf: hahaha 3ayal ta3awad 7abeeby ;***

And we became really close that way and now we actually act like a boyfriend girlfriend and everything was perfect and just the way i wanted it to be! We did an invite conversation on bbm that included me ghalooy hamad and wahab!

Wahab: nouf takhyelay dagait 3ala ghalooy men fone baitna w khalait 7amad yekalmha eb esloub film khara3ha kanat shway w tabchy maskeena la w el7mar yekamel w e7na benmout the7ek bas 8amteen eltha7ka =)) bas ba3dain eksarat kha6ry el7ub
Nouf: LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL testahlain ghalloooy=D=)) w enta la etgoul 3an 7abeeby 7mar
Hamad: kafuu shouf etdafe3 3any ;****
Ghalia: wagfa weyahom ha? ana a3almech! tabeen a36eehum raqmech?
Nouf: laa ya 7mara im sorrry weyach weyach! sisters before misters
Hamad: laa ghalia etge9 3alaich ehya mu weyach ana ely weyach!! yallah 3a6eeny raqamha
Nouf: :@ laaaaaaaaaaaaa2
Wahab: 7maido chenek stanast ha ;)
Hamad: eeeehhh aby elraqam
Ghalia: afakerrrr
Nouf: la ya 7mara
Ghalia: wahaab a36eehh wela la2?
Wahab: 3a6eeeh :p
Hamad: kafu yal 7abeeeb ;p
Nouf: ana awareek wahab :@!!!!!
Ghalia: khala9 dam wahab gal a36eeh ya3ny a36eeeh
Nouf: ayshay?

I dont want him to have my number!!!! i ended the conversation and threw my phone away!

Part 6: Never ending

It was Hamad
Nouf: hes my cousin walah
Hamad: ok bas shaku tamshoon broo7kom chethy?
Nouf: ma7ad yaby yamshy weyay w ana malait w ana ga3da w 3ady e7na bas cousins mu akthar
Hamad: bas ely ana ashoufa men 3aina enkom akthar men cousins
Nouf: hamad shfeek? walah la2 ya3ny bachatheb 3alaik?
-Back to real life and off bbm-
Fahad: menu etkalmeen?
Nouf: sara my friend?
Fahad: al7een ga3da weyay etkalmeen refeejteich?
Nouf: way fahad shfeek dgeega bas
Fahad: la maku dgeeega ta3alay ma gelteely this summer cannes kal 3ada wela mntaw ray7een?
Nouf: eeh atwaqa3 ya cannes wela neg3ad bel shalay w enroo7 dubai back and forth
Fahad: la enshala cannes 7ada wedy enrou7 together kelena
Nouf: eee 3ad 7ady walhana 3ala cannes
Fahad: ana bakalem ubooch
Nouf: eeh plz kalma madry shfeeh yaby dubai w ga3da yefaker eb turkia

W that way salfa s7bat salfa w nesait 3an Hamad w lama dashait elshalay w r7t my room i checked my bbm i remembered Hamad w i was like "SHIT:O"

Hamad: la 5ala9 em9adgech
Hamad: agool 5alech weyah chena 7alat lech sewalfa malyoon marra a7san meny :)

He had his personal message as "nitfm" and i checked twitter he had "nitfm" and "robma malait miny ya rafeeq robma 7a9alt lak ghairi 3asheeg" and after that in 10 minutes he had "5alhoom yenf3ounik damhom ya3jbonik :D" okay so he's mad and then he doesnt care whats wrong with him?

Nouf: hamad walah im so sorry bas he asked me who are you talking to w i told him refeejti bas galy no 9ikay your bb w ya3ni madry shasawy
Hamad: la 3adi e5thay ra7tech weya
Nouf: hamad shfeek?
Hamad: ma feeny shay e5thay ra7tech weya 3adi ma yehmni
Nouf: faj2a chthi 9ert ma ahamek?
Hamad: eeh 3adi ana 9ert ma ahamech fa sh3or metbadel
Nouf: mnu gal enek ma et.hemny?
Hamad: ta9rfatich
Nouf: shako!
Hamad: nouf etha ma sekaty ba36eech delete al7een walah
Nouf: bas.......

Part 5: Never ending

I spotted Wahab! shyayba hny? i never saw him here before, he awkwardly smiled at me so I smiled back.

Nouf: ghalooooy goolay menu hny?
Ghalia: menu *w ehya 7adha meshta6a*
Nouf: wahab 7abeeb elgalb
Ghalia: chathaba wainn?
Nouf: elshalay ely yamna
Ghalia: abaaih 9a7 kahu! galy beroo7 shalay bas ma kent adry ely yamna wait khal as2ela shalay menu
Nouf: ghalooya shal legafa?
Ghalia: 3ady
Nouf: kaifech
After 5 minutes
Ghalia: shalay wa7ed men rab3a yegoul yetyam3oun here taqreeban kel weekend ya3ny kel weekend betyeebeeny hny 7abeebty
Nouf: ye9eer khair enshallah

I received a bbm i was just about to eat, oh its Hamad (btw i was wearing a red a bit over knee length summer dress)

Hamad: shaklech wayyed 7elu bel a7mar 7abeebty;*
Nouf: thank you;* bas shdarak ana labsa a7mar?
Hamad: shoufay warach;)

I turned my neck bas ididnt see anything so i completely turned around and it turned out that Hamad was in the shalay that Wahab and the guys were in.

Nouf: hehe shyayebkum hny enta w wahab?:p
Hamad: shalay weld 3amy:p
Nouf: shal concidence yam shalayhna?
Hamad: eeh ana wayed ayeeh hny bas ma ashoufech, ashwa eny sheftech it made my day
Nouf: eeh ana ma ayeeh elshalay wayyed w etha yait i swim eb our pool or ag3ad dakhel ma a6la3 lana entaw wayyed muz3ejeen:p
Hamad: asfeeen:p laa khala9 men yoom w raye7 6el3ay ekhthay ra7tech, aby ashoufech;*
Nouf: khala9 okay;p
Hamad: brb deal weya elshabab
Nouf: tyt

I checked twitter wela ye6la3 Hamad tweeted 50 seconds ago "Someone just made my day:*" aww! I went back to eating and then my cousins(3yal 3ami) came Shoug w Fahad w Lama! I was close with Fahad(i have him bbm and is okay with me and my parents cause he's family) men w e7na yahal lana he's my age while Shoug is 16 w Lama 17 bas i think of Fahad as a brother bas still were close but im not gonna tell him about Hamad! We were playing deal bel balcony fa Hamad and Wahab w their friends can see us!

Fahad: noufoo ta3alay netmasha
Nouf: yallah 3ad 7ada malait w ana ga3da

I was walking with Fahad w he was reading for me nekat w ana kent mayta the7ek it shows from they way im walking! I received a sound indicating i got a dm or a mention so i decided to check it.


.......: menu hatha ely weyach?

Part 4: Never ending

Hamad: bas khalas nouf ana malait jad malait! ana abeech ana a7ebech ana mayet feech w entay bas tabeen enkoun friends bas? ana ta7amalt being bas friends 7eg shkether al7een? ana aby enkoun akthar men friends w ana ma ra7 al3ab! la tefhemeeny ghala6 i love being friends with you bas aby akoun your friend w more 7awlay tefhmeeny allah yekhaleech 7awlay tefhemeeny!!!
Nouf: hamad wallah i like you bas i cant do this lana ana ma akalem w madry hamad madry enta ma atdry shkether ana 3azek w maby akhserek w yemken being more than friends yekhaserna wayyed ashya2! madry 3a6ny wakt afaker...
Hamad: khala9 ok ekhthay wakt kether ma tabeen ana bakoon na6rech

I love him wallah i dp but im scared .... I directly captured it all for Ghalia and sent it

Ghalia: ya 7mara entay men 9ejech?
Nouf: shenu?
Ghalia: chan gelteela eeh 3ala 6oul? elrayal feta7lech galba w galech kel shay men dakhla w that rarely happens with guys w entay etgouleenla "3a6ny wakt afaker" 7mara entay wela bgara?
Nouf: oooh ghalooy im not experienced with this w a9lan ana khayfa
Ghalia: men shenu khayfa?
Nouf: shenu after this relationship? akhaf i get too attached to him w akher shay he leaves me! w etha this is just a waste of time then im not doing it
Ghalia: why are you asking me? ask him
Nouf: la la fashla
Ghalia: shenu fashla you deserve to know w 9adgeeny he will tell you
Nouf: you think?
Ghalia: eeh ask him w tara hamad is so sweet mara7 yegoul shay w deer balech noufana dont lose him
Nouf: eeh enshallah ta3alay men meta my nickname noufana?
Ghalia: loool madry lama kent eb baitkum umech nadetech noufana chan yeshakel
Nouf: loool ok=))

Should i ask him that or not? Ghalia is right Hamad is so sweet and i really dont want to lose him and if i reject him this time i might lose him but i dunno ana ma akalem w akhaf hal shay yekharebny! why am i worrying wayyed?

Nouf: hamad im gonna be honest with you... i just want to know shenu warah hal relationship? im really scared of a lot of things, im scared to get too attached to you w akher shay you leave me! ana khayfa men wayyed ashya2
Hamad: laish enfaker bel future wayyed? why dont we let it take us wherever it takes us? i promise you i wont leave you nouf wallah nouf i wont leave you unless you ask me to, w la etkhafeen men ayshay dam ana weyach ana a7ebech w mara7 asawy shay ye2atheech!

What he said makes sense w i really want to be with him bas madry! maybe i should give this a chance lana 7aram Hamad deserves one w i cant reject him twice its heartbreaking.

Nouf: yes
Hamad: shenu yes? elyes ely eb baly?
Nouf: as in yes lets be together
Hamad: many em9adeg!!! wallaaaah ya noufi ma ra7 a5ayeb thanech!! entay ma tadreen ana shkether mestanes al7een? ba6eeeeerrrrrr men elfar7a!!! a5eeeran a5eeran? akeed umy da3yatly noufii ana a7ebech wallah!
Nouf: hahaha :$
Hamad: ya 7alat ely yeste7oon:**** adry youre new to this fa im not expecting anything 7abeebty
Nouf: wain betroo7 elyoom?
Hamad: shalay
Nouf: 9ej 7eta e7na wain?
Hamad: jlai3a 7abeebty
Nouf: 7eta e7na!
Hamad: shal 9edfa:p

So i was going to our shalay with my parents and Ghalia and her parents since theyre friends! we9alna elshalay w 7a6aina everything re7na ana w Ghalia neg3ad bel balcony now lana at night eyoon guys bel shalay ely yamna w yekoon 7eil noisy yel3boun kout w deal w yeg3doun ye9arkoun w yedakhnoun! temashaina ana w Ghalooy 3al ba7ar w i spilled everything that happened w she was so happy for me bas zafatny laish ena ma geltla stuff like "7abeeby" well im not used to it. At night our parents ra7aw movie bel kout bas ana w Ghalia we stayed w barbequed broo7na wela the guys came w bedaw yedakhnoon w yel3boon deal b9ra5! Madry shloon lafait 3alaihum bel ghala6 wela i spot...

Part 3: Never ending

Hamad: lana ... madry magdar agoulech hny shrayech bbm?
Nouf: madry wallah
Hamad: after that saway ely tabeena delete me kaifech
Nouf: umm ok khalas add me 2C******

After 1 minute i got a request from him at first i hesitated but then i accepted because i had to. I gave him my pin and told him to add me ra7 ekoon fashla if i declined bas ana mu  noo3y akalem guys bbm or anywhere else! Nouf laish ga3da etsaween chethy laish? hathi mu suwalfy!

Hamad: i dmed and you lana kent bagoulech ena men awal ma sheftech w entay dasha kha6ry mashallah 3alaich thegeela w bent nas w wahab w ghalia wayyed yemde7ounech w ana 7as ena lazem akalmech w ena etha kalamtech ra7 ye9eer shay 7elu baina bas etha ma tabeen ana ra7 afham elshay kelesh mu ghaseb bas ana ga3da agoulech el9ej w this is how i feel bas atmana ena you give me a chance w etshoufeen how good i will be to you, ana abeech!

La2 ana ma akalem bas it would be heatbreaking to tell him no i mean what he said to me really touched me deep inside! awal marah a guy tells me something like that awal marah a7es ena elguys mu kelhum nafs elshay! madry should i give him a chnace? he deserves one but should i give it to him? ana ma akalem ma ye9eer but bieng friends with him is it wrong i guess

Nouf: wallah madry shagoulek ya hamad ana ma akalem wallah el3atheem a9lan i never considered talk to a guy twitter bbm or anywhere else etha ma et9adegny es2al ghalia w ehya etgoulek a9lan ana madry shely khalany i agree w akalmek... shrayek we be friends?
Hamad: okay friends it is:D

Hamad and i became close friends and Wahab and Ghalia knew about that, my love for him grew every day stronger and stronger i love him with all my heart kena ensoulef wayyed we became really close friends lay darja ma tet9awerounha! kena ensoulef 24/7 bas 7asaita he wants more bas im not going to be his girlfriend and what im doing right now is the right thind to do! After 3 months something happened that ruined everything, hmmm.. maybe it ruined maybe it didnt well here it goes he told me ...

Feadback?

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Post 2: Never ending

You guessed right, I got a follow request from Hamad and I accepted but I didnt follow back lana mala da3y shaku asaweela follow? He started retweeting tweets i write about him so that means he talks to someone or has someone in my mind. After a week or so Ghalia invited me to a conversation with Wahab and this is how it went.

Wahab: haa nouf chena 7maido emsaweelech follow wela yet.haya2ly:p??
Ghalia: eeh noufo goulay, sawaiteelah follow back :D??
Nouf: eeh sawaly follow w i accepted w la2 mu emsawyatla follow back shalu asaweela?
Wahab: laish? saweela follow 3adi 7maid ma ra7 yefaker ghala6
Ghalia: yallah 3ad nwaifa saweela follow
Nouf: shaku ma a3arfa
Ghalia: saweela chena you want to read his tweets
Wahab: eeh 5oush fekra yallah
Ghalia: yallaaah
Nouf: enzain khalas baskum 7ana im gonna follow him

I exited bbm and entered twitter i check my followings and pressed on Hamad's profile and followed him, since his tweets were protected i had to wait. I went back to bbm with Nouf and Wahab

Wahab: ha you followed?
Nouf: eeeh erte7taw? bas lal7een ma sawa accept
Wahab: la ana met2aked ena ra7 yesawy accept
Ghalia: eeh beesawy
Nouf: haw shdarakum?
Wahab: bas adry
Nouf: mm okay kaifkum

Today was thursday and i had nothing to do and Ghalooy called ma and suggested that me, her, and Sara go to 360 watch a movie then eat at b+f and i agreed! Marait Ghalia and Sara at 5 w dashaina elmovie at 6:00 w khalas at 7 w re7na at b+f w ne6arna 30 minutes 3ala ma yalena eldoor. I opened twitter and checked my timeline wela ye6la3 Hamad sawaly accept w kateb ""At 360" 10 Minutes ago. We ordered our food wela faj2a i get a notifcation men twitter wela ye6la3 Hamad dazly dm saying Hi

Nouf: ghalooooy hamad dazly dm yegoul hi!!!
Ghalia: 7elfay
Nouf: wallah wallah
Sara: ay hamad? laykoun your one and only crush?
Nouf: eeeh ma ghaira
Sara: w entay men meta emsawyatla follow w etkalmeena

Ghalia told Sara the whole story how he followed me and she and Wahab told me to follow back.

Sara: Im happy for you bas deer balech
Nouf: aww thank u eeh enshallah.

I dmed Hamad
Nouf: hi:p
Hamad: shlounech?
Nouf: gd u?
Hamad: tamam wallah, et9adgeen wahabo kela yesoulefly 3anech
Nouf: shegoul:p? 3asa yemda7ny
Hamad: la etkhafeen kela yemde7ech w yegoul 3anech khoush wa7da w swalfech (y)
Nouf: zain el7emdellah
Hamad: ma sa2lteeny laish dazlech dm;p
Nouf: laish?
Hamad: lana....

Introduction: Never Ending

Hello I'm Nouf and this is my life story. I'm 14 and this is how it all started...

New school, new friends, new everything ... walking through the school hallways with my new friends Ghalia and Sara and guys looking at me that look that says 'Who is she?'

After the first months of school me and my friends got really close and they told me about everything they did such as crushes, boyfriends, and other personal stuff. I dont talk to guys bas I dont find a girl ray7a feeha etha etkalem lana everyone is able to make their own choices by theirselfs and know what the right thing is. I mean everyone makes mistakes right?

Men awal ma sheft this guy called Hamad w I started having a crush on him he's so hot w i noticed that he stares shwaya. I was on bbm and we had this group chat me, ghalia and her boyfriend Abdulwahab. I found it okay to talk him if she was the one who invited since she insisted that i talk to him and after 7ana 6weela i agreed.

Wahab: eeeh Nouf ta3alay et3arfeen 9a7by Hamad Al xxxx
Nouf: eeh chena, a3aref shakla bas ma3arfa personally aw shay chethy
Wahab: shrayech feeh;p?
Nouf: geltelk ma3arfa :p
Ghalia: loool;p
Wahab: laa qasdy shakleyan shrayech feeh?

Seriously? He's asking me what do I think about his friend's outter look? Fashlaaa what do i answer? Ghalia 7mara I'll talk to her on another conversation brou7ha!!

Nouf: ghalyoo ya 7mara hatha shga3ed yesa2alny? yabeeny agoula your friend is so hot to the limit that i drool? kalmay 9a7bech!!
Ghalia: 3ady gouleela wallah wahab ma yegoul 7eg a7ed 3ady aslan uhwa yagleb kel shay the7ek
Nouf: men sejech entay?
Ghalia: eeh wallah gouleela 3ady :p

If Ghalia trusts him that much then why not? I mean Ghalia trusts him so much that she's in a deep relationship with him, maybe he really wont tell. So I went back to the conversation with Wahab!

Nouf: umm... madry he's good-looking
Wahab: ahhaa :p
Ghalia: ohhhhh obbb obbb :p
Nouf: chub ghalooy, wahab laish?
Wahab: laa bas chethy as2al
Nouf: ahh ok

And then we went back to our regular jokes and sewalef but i still sensed something and Ghalia swore to god that she never told Wahab anything about me having a huge crush on Hamad ... Days passed w 6awaft elsalfa untill something weird happened, i mean really weird!!