Never Ending: Part 17

My days were the same! Untill one day 7amad dash ilbait w gali ina i7na ilyoom ma3zoomeen bait his parents w ina ohma imsaween 3azeema kibeera w 3azmeen kil 3ailat 7amad so i wore this and went to his parents hous:

Dashaina  bait'hom w salamna w ga3adna! First ga3dna riayil broo7 w 7areem broo7 w kint 7adi mitwahga lana ma a3arif a7ad fa kint 6ool ilwakt ga3da asoolif wiya 7amad messagat lana yadri ina ana ma a3arif a7ad! I decided to go to the bathroom and when i got there i saw 2 of his cousins rawan and mariam bas they didnt see me

Rawan: abaaih shftay 7amad shloon mi7law?
Mariam: ee 9ayir iyanin ma gidart asheel 3aini min 3alai
Rawan: madri laish mitzawij hal jaikara way akrahhhaa
Mariam: la it5afeen 7abeebti intay wayid a7la minha
Rawan: ni6ray ya marioom in mafaragt.hom 3an ba3ath ma akoon ana rawan bint obooy! way ma tadreen ishkithir a7ib 7amad w ra7 asawi ayshay 3ashan awa5ir hal 7mara 3ana

W right there dashait il7amam bas sawait roo7i ina tawni yaya w ma sima3t wila shay galita! I smiled 3ashan ma y7soon w 3a6ooni smiles itnarfiz bas 3adi bil 6agag ma ra7 a5aleeha ta5ith 7amad lana 7amad 7agi ana w bas a9lan 7amad i7ibni w la yomkin i7ibha bas ihya wayid im9adga maskeena 3aisha ib 7ilm! I got out of the bathroom w ri7na 3ala 6awlat il'3ada w 7amad nadani 3ashan ag3ad yama  w ihya kanat ga3da yami w yamha hathi mariam w ba3dain shabab min cousins 7amad! lazim a7irha w abayin laha ina 7amad 7agi

Nouf: 7amadii 7abeebi shno tabi a7i6lik?
7amad: 7i6eeli machboos la7am 7abeebti w sala6a
Nouf: mn 3yooni

7a6aitla machboos la7am w 3a6aita iya w ana 7a6aitli bas shwaya lana ma kint yoo3ana kilish

7amad: noufa 7abeebti
Nouf: amir?
7amad: laish 7a6a bas hatha 7i6eelich ba3ad
Nouf: la mabi mo yoo3ana
7amad: mo 3ala kaifich ra7 takleen 7ayati

Gam 7amad w taras 9a7ni machboos la7am w salad w appitizar w 7a6a jidami w ana kan wayhi o.O

Nouf: 7amadii hatha wayid!!
7amad: la mo wayid intay lazim takleen 3an athnain ;)
Nouf: la walla wayid
7amad: itha ma kalaiti ra7 az3al 3alaich tara
Nouf: inshala wila yhmik

I saw rawan w kanat shaba nar kanat widha itgoom w it6gni bas 6ab3an ana 7agart.ha w kalait kil ilakil 3ashan 5a6ir 7amad w ba3dain gomna w ga3dna 7areem w riayil together w 7amad kan masik eedi ib eedaina ilthintain yil3ab feeha ohwa wayid isawi hal 7araka lama inkoon 6al3een lana ist7i he kisses me!

Rawan: 7amad shfeek mo gadir ithid hathi tara mara7 it6eer hehehehe
7amad: hathi ismha nouf w morti w kaifi
Rawan: ee ma gilna shay bas hidha shway
7amad: yoba mabi

7amad pulled my back near him w put his arms around me and he whispered to me so noone could hear him

7amad: 7aritich 9a7?
Nouf: shwaya
7amad: malich sh'3l feeha ili 3inda noufaa ma yi6ali3 hal ashkal
Nouf: a7ibik
7amad: a7ibich akthar 7abeebti

Rawan ma galat shai lay a5ir il3azeema! lama we went home kina 7adna ta3baneen fa 3ala 6ool badalna w dashaina ilfrash ana kint 7a6a rasi 3ala 9adir 7amad w ohwa kan yil3ab ib sha3ri w yigooli shkithir yi7bni w igooli ashya2 7ilwa lain anam! w shway wila anam bidoon la a7is

Never Ending part 16:

The alarm woke me up i went to the bathroom had a shower libast my roob w 7a6ait mikiaji w 6ala3t hdoomi min ilkabat w ri7t aga3id 7amad

Nouf: 7amad
Nouf: 7amoodii
Nouf: 7amoooodiiiii
Hamad: na3ammm
Nouf: yalla gooom tara ra7 tit2a5ar 3ala ildawam w it2a5irni wiyak
Hamad: 5amis digayig bas
Nouf: la yalla please goom
Hamad: 5ala9 inshala

He went to the bathroom and i changed my clothes w 7ita ihwa libas dishdashta w 8itrita w 6ala3na! 7imdalla today the time mar bsr3a bil dawam w radaina ilbait w akalna '3ada! we did the sam thing we did yesturday and yes it was really painful and i hated it :(((


1 month later

We were eating lunch and i felt really dai5a o lai3a chabdi ri7t il7amam w raja3t

7amad: shfeech 7abeebti?? badlai bsir3a 5al awadeech il6abeeb
Nouf: madri ok

We both changed our clothes w rikabna ilsayara w 7amad 7abeebi kan dayis 120 lana kan wayid 5ayid 3alai! ri7na ildr w sawaina foo7oo9at 3ama w ga3dna nan6ir ilta7aleel ti6la3! lama 6li3aw 3a6ainahom ildr!

Dr: inta gozha?(rayilha)
7amad: ee na3am dr lash feeha shai?
Dr: mabrook il aniisa nouf 7amil

7amad hugged me! We went to the car nd we were so excited w ma gidarna nitkalam! As soon as wi9alna ilbait badalna w ga3adna bil 9ala inshoof talvizyoon

7amad: itha 9bay 3omar w itha bint fara7
Nouf: laa wai3 mabi itha 9bayy 7amdan w itha bint reem
7amad: reem 7ilo bas shno 7amdan?
Nouf: ana abi 7amdan
7amad: mako insay itha 9bay 3omar
Nouf: mabii! mabi ag3ad yamiikkk

I went to the bed room and wore my pjama and got into bed! 7amad came after me wearing only shorts and i was giving him my back! lafni w 5alani a6al3a w he kissed my lips 7ail

7amad: 5ala9 kaifich insami 7amdan!
Nouf: 7abeebii inta

I kissed him back and he hugged me tightly and slept w ana mibtasma w mistansa 9ij i love 7amad mako mithla bil 3alam

Never Endigh: Part 15

Hey ppl malait w ana aktib so nw my bff ga3da itkamil ilstory
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8 years later...
Let me tell you what happened the past few years! M7md let me do really bad things like smoking marijuna and stuff way worst and get drunk but luckily 7amad found out w gal 7ag '3alia w she told my parents! at first they were really angry at me and then they realizied that it their fault too because they werent around most of the time so they took me to rehab(more like counciling) somewhere far away from home and it took me time to cure and go back to normal and yes i attended high school there! I went back to Kuwait and went to univirsity there and 7amad 5a6abni w i agreed and now we are married for a few months and i work mowa'9afa ib shareeka!
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I just woke up to find 7amad staring at me he likes to stare at me while im asleep! weird!

Hamad: goodmorning beautiful
Nouf: goodmorning
Hamad: yalla goomay tara ra7 tit2a5rain 3al shi'3l
Nouf: inshalla


I got up had a shower and let down my natural wavy ombred hair and put on my usual daily make up and wore my clothes while 7amad kan labis dishdasha kal 3ada:

We both got into our cars an went to our work place when i arrived ligait wayid malfat 3ala maktibi w sawait.hom it yook me 2 hours then i was looking at ashya2 on the internet! then skirtairat ilmodeer yat ismha lamees

Lamees: ahlain nouf istaz s3ood bado iyaki (ilmodeer)

Nouf: ahlain ee inshala

I went to maktiba w 6agait ilbab

Ista'9 s2ood: tifa'9al (i entered) ya hala nouf

Nouf: hala ista'9 ba'3ait shay?

Ista'9 s3ood: ee tfa'9ilay gi3day (i sat down)

Ista'9 s3ood: 5ala9tay ilawrag ili 3ala maktibich?

Nouf: ee ista'9

Ista'9 s3ood: momtaz inzain saway hathail w yeebeeli kil ilawrag a5ir ildawam

Nouf: inshala ista'9 3an i'9nik

OMG!! It will take my ours!! So i did the papers w 5ala9t.hom a5ir ildawam 7ag lamees w rija3t ilbait w 7amad was already there il5adama 7a6at il'3ada w ti'3adaina w lama 5ala9na ga3ad 3ala il8anafa w i layed down w 7a6ait rasi on his lap w he started playing with my hair and we told each other about our day and than kissed my lips and he went to diwania

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We hadnt had sex in a long time because im always hurt so this time kisar 5a6ri w i decided to let him enjoy one night because kan masik.ha 7ag fatra so i put romantic candles everywhere in the room and put red lipstick and wore this:

And when he came he was surprised than he kissed my lips deeeply

Hamad: finally
Nouf: do whatever you want

And it happend! Yes all the pain and sexy stuff happend

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Never Ending: Part 14

I woke up with a major headache and took 2 pills of panadol! I checked my phone i hand no bbm or whatsapp but only a few mentions and dms from twitter! I decided not to swim today so i changed into this:

And took the drivers land cruiser and headed to the nearest starbucks! I parked and got inside and ordered a small latte and took it and sat down on a table! I started thinking about what happened yesturday.. am i turning bad? Ghalia is no longer my friend and im not with Hamad anymore and Wahab doesnt talk to me! I lost my best friend, well on the positive side now Salma is my friend! What happened yesturday was wrong but i enjoyed it a lot i cant believe im starting to like m7mad a little! This is all wrong! I got out of my thoughts and saw that Hamad and Wahab and Ghalia and a girl i dont know were sitting in the table in the corner but they didnt see me yet! Hamad saw me and he hit Wahab's shoulders then Wahab saw me and they both looked surprised but they acted like they didnt care when Hamad saw that i was looking at him he held that girls hand and gave her his flashing smile! UGHHH he wants to make me jealous! I took my phone and bbmed Salma:

Nouf: heyy salma are you free?
Salma: ee:p tabeeni ayeech?
Nouf: ta3alay starbux jlai3a
Salma: ok 3adi ayeeb fahad?
Nouf: ee bas mno hatha
Salma: my bf
Nouf: ok kaifich;)

I bbmed m7md

Nouf: gm;* are you awake?
M7md: gm;* ee ba'3aitay shay 7ubi?
Nouf: ta3al starbucks pleasee;**
M7md: ok digayig w ana 3indich;*
Nouf: tara salma w wa7id isma fahad biyoon
M7md: ee ok, a9lan fahad 9a7bi
Nouf: ok yalla ta3al;*

Fahad and Salma came first then M7md came after them they each got a drink and sat down, M7md noticed Ghalia, Wahab, Hamad and he whispered to me:

M7md: tabeen it7ereenhom?
Nouf: ee shwaya imnarfizeeni
M7md: wala yhmich 7abeebti intay tamreen
Nouf: 7abeebi thanks

He held my hand and kissed my neck untill we could see fire in Hamad's eyes, he couldnt handle so he came up to us

Hamad: intaw shga3id itsawoon tara 3aib
Salma: ambaaai hatha shfeee?
M7md: w int shaku? int mo mas2ool la 3ani wla 3anha w ba3dain ubooha imwa9eeni 3alaiha w i7na kaifna insawi ili nabi int sh7arik?

I kissed M7mad's cheek and said

Nouf: 9a7 kalama inta malik sh'3l feeni
Hamad: nouf kilish ma hagaitich it9eereen chithi ta'3yartay a9lan ma gumit a3arfich, '3alia ili kanat rifeejtich roo7 bil roo7 ma gamat it3arfich mooliya! ma a9adig ini a7ibich ... aw 7abaitich! atmana inich itfakreen ib kil ili gilta w tirj3een mithil ilawal... tirj3een nouf ili it5af 3ala som3at.ha w som3at ahalha allah yahdeech bas ma agool ila allah yahdeech

And right there he went back to his table and the faces of Ghalia and Wahab looked surprised and amazed!
Salma: 7imdilla w ilshkir hatha shfeee hahahahah

Fahad, M7md and Salma were talking about random stuff while i was thinking about what Hamad said! I thought about every word.. did he mean what he said? i know that i changed but i like the change i become!

Nouf: ana shway ta3abt barja3 ilbait
M7md: 5ala9 7abeebti kalmeeni lama to9leen *kiss*
Salma and Fahad: bye
Nouf: enshalla bye

I got in the land cruiser and started cruising 9oob ilshalaihat and went everywhere, i was thinking a lot! Did i become that bad? am i hated by the people who used to be my best friends? am i turning into a bitch that nobody wants to be friends with? i wore daring short clothes before i met m7md, so why didnt ghalia and hamad talk to me about that? school is gonna start soon and i dont want to be the unwanted, all alone bitch! I went back to the shalai and changed into this:

And i jumped in the pool and put my head back and relaxed and tried to keep my mind clear untill Ghalia came out of nowhere

Ghalia: umm hi ahalich galaw inhom yidgoon 3alaich w ma trideen fa galooli agoolich ina ra7 iyoon after school starts in 2 months faa you have the choice itroo7een 3ind wa7da min 5alatich aw itnameen ib baitkom
Nouf: ok thank u inich wa9altay
Ghalia: eeh w one more thing tara we all miss the old you

And she walked away

Old you, old you, old you, old you?

Never Ending: Part 13

I got a bbm from m7md, i didnt want to look at it because he is such a bad person and i had a feeling that he wants me to do something bad or something that will no satisfy me! I want to get rid of him but hes like a weird unknown maze with no way out! I used to tell Ghalia everything and because of him it seems like we're no longer best friends and i really hated that because i love her! I decided to check M7mds bbm and i was hoping it wouldnt be bad

M7md: noofa ilyoom bamorich elsa3a 7 lebsay dress 7ilo bawdeech mokan(y)
Nouf: 3adi i ma ayeeh?
M7md: la2;*
Nouf: inzain ya3ni albis shay fancy?
M7md: ee
Nouf: w shagool 7ag ahali lay s2alooni wain rai7a?
M7md: goolay party rifeejtich ihni bel shalaihat
Nouf: okay

I went inside the shalai and started looking for my mom to ask for her permession! I hope this going out with him will be good and not some bad plan he had for us, i felt a little bit scared but after all he cant do anything to me or i guess he cant! I looked all over the shalai and my mom is nowhere i bumped into ghalia and she said hi with a really fake smile and hied her back and kept on looking for my mom untill i found her

Nouf: hi mama:**
Mom: halla 7abeebti
Nouf: mama 3adi aroo7 party ghina ilyoom ib shalaihom?

Ghina is my friend from my old school

Mom: ee roo7ay intay minzman mo shayfat.ha w tara okhoch imsafir wiya morta 7ag 5amis sneen 3inda dawra ib i6alia w ana w obooch bnsafir london 7ag sh'3l obooch ilyoom ba3ad sa3a bnroo7 ilma6ar troo7een 3nd 5altich wila tg3deen bil shalai w ba3dain itro7een ilbait wiya il5adam?
Nouf: bag3ad hni w ba3dain  baroo7 baitna
Mom: yalla 7abeebti ma3a elsalama

She kissed me and went, I relaxed a bit and watched tv then went and curled my hair and applied my make up and picked out my party dress, herve ledger perfect:

And by the time i finished it was 7:25 and i got a bbm from m7md that hes outside so i went downstairs and got in his silverado

M7md: halla bil zain
Nouf: hi
M7md: ha jahza? namshi?
Nouf: ee yalla

He drove and every few minutes he would touch me or hold my hand or put his hand on my lap, i used to get annoyed when he did that but now i find it usual and okay and i dont know why ;s He opened the window and started smoking

M7md: tabeen?
Nouf: ha? la mashkoor ma ada5in
M7md: kaifich intay il5asran

I dont think so! Youre the one who will loose a lung someday, well him and my dad! This 6ireej is taking so long when will we arrive? Finally he parked infront of a shalai full of cars and the shalai was huge it looked like a house and i got a little scared because i didnt know what will come up next

Nouf: m7md i7na wain?
M7md: shfeech 5ayfa?
Nouf: akeed ba5af ma adri ana wain
M7md: la t5afeen dam intay wiyay w yalla nizlay

We got down and he came next to me and put his arm around me and we went to the front door and i heard loud music! We got inside and i saw girls pool dancing and girls over guys making out and people dancing and other drinking sheesha or sigayir, it was really disgusting! M7md took me to his friends and introduced me to them and i was really scared! M7md forced me to dance with him like really wa9i5 dance:( he left me alone and went to say hi to someone so i took the chance and went to the roof and cried a bit until a girl came to me

Girl: hi
Nouf: hi
Girl: yideeda 3ala hal ashya2
Nouf: ee tigdreen itgooleen
Girl: ee 3adi la it5afeen ra7 tit3awidain w tistansain ba3ad 9adgeeni YOLO 3eeshai 7ayatich
Nouf: bas hal ashya2 '3ala6
Girl: 3adi intay wayid inoccent tara ilkil chithi fa la it5afeen wala ra7 tistansain
Nouf: ok
Girl: ana salma
Nouf: ana nouf
Girl: inzain laish  ga3da hni 5al inroo7 ta7at lets have fun
Nouf: ok yalla

I dont know why i just felt that shes a good person w she will be a good friend to me so we went down and pool danced and had a lot of fun she gave me her pin and i went to m7md and he told me that we will be leaving now i said goodbye to her and got in m7mds silverado and he kept talking and kissing and telling me that he will bring me here again! We arrived at my shalai i took off my clothes and slept directly

Never Ending: Part 12

untill i saw 7amad wagif jidam shalaiha w i didnt want to face him so ni6art lain ra7 w 5athait iljet w ri7t fe bil ba7ar bi3eed lai daraja gumit ma ashouf ilshalaihat w kan wayid hidoo2 fa nizalt min 3ala iljet w ga3adt bil ba7ar w i was wearing this over it a life jaket:

I put my head back to rest trying to forget everything that happened yesturday! I felt so refreshing and new but than faja'a 7asait arms around me and the life jaket unbuckle! I opened my eyes wela ashoof m7mad behind wearing this:

and he took off my life jacket and wrapped his arms around me from my  back!
Nouf: shga3d etsawy?? tara ma a3arif asba7 ib ni9 ilba7ar
M7md: 3ashan chithi ana maskich
Nouf: hidni w 3a6ni my life jaket a9lan shdarak ina ana hni
M7md: itfaqna itsaween kil shay abe 7abeebti w ana adri 3an kil shay
Nouf: ufff
M7md: la itgooleen uff kalmeeni 3adil mithel ma ana akalmich
Nouf: fine babe

He turned me around w 9ar my face jidam his face w he bent down w started kissing all around my neck then up to my ears

Nouf: stop it shga3id itsawi??
M7md: 7abeebti cham mara giltlich asawi ili abeeh w i7na together thats what couples do! ya3ni you kiss me i kiss you w we do stuff together
Nouf: insaa im not doing anything chithi
M7md: mo kaifich 7abeebti you do what i say
Nouf: m7md plz mabi plz understand me inta ga3id it3adi my limits
M7md: with me you have no limits fahma love?
Nouf: fahma

Can this get any worst? I dont think it can!! I was getting more disgusted every second because he was kissing my neck more and more and i couldnt say anything wila ra7 anfthi7 3ind ahali w a6ee7 min 3ainhom

Nouf: m7md
M7md: hmm
Nouf: m7mddd!!
M7md: 3yoona
Nouf: lazim arid ilshalay
M7md: mashi bas kalmeeni bbm la it5aleen riday 3alai 3ala 6ool
Nouf: ok

I wore my life jaket and got on eljet w radait ilshalay and took a shower with painfull tears and wore this:

w ga3adt on the terrace  w then something you would never imagine happened! something that got me shocked so shocked

SORRRYYY

Sorry ppl i was grounded and finally got bag my lovely laptop! so i have this idea do u want me to continue this story or right my life story or do both(will be hard)! and tell me what do u think about this story? do u like it or not? how do i be better? thanx