I woke up with a major headache and took 2 pills of panadol! I checked my phone i hand no bbm or whatsapp but only a few mentions and dms from twitter! I decided not to swim today so i changed into this:
And took the drivers land cruiser and headed to the nearest starbucks! I parked and got inside and ordered a small latte and took it and sat down on a table! I started thinking about what happened yesturday.. am i turning bad? Ghalia is no longer my friend and im not with Hamad anymore and Wahab doesnt talk to me! I lost my best friend, well on the positive side now Salma is my friend! What happened yesturday was wrong but i enjoyed it a lot i cant believe im starting to like m7mad a little! This is all wrong! I got out of my thoughts and saw that Hamad and Wahab and Ghalia and a girl i dont know were sitting in the table in the corner but they didnt see me yet! Hamad saw me and he hit Wahab's shoulders then Wahab saw me and they both looked surprised but they acted like they didnt care when Hamad saw that i was looking at him he held that girls hand and gave her his flashing smile! UGHHH he wants to make me jealous! I took my phone and bbmed Salma:
Nouf: heyy salma are you free?
Salma: ee:p tabeeni ayeech?
Nouf: ta3alay starbux jlai3a
Salma: ok 3adi ayeeb fahad?
Nouf: ee bas mno hatha
Salma: my bf
Nouf: ok kaifich;)
I bbmed m7md
Nouf: gm;* are you awake?
M7md: gm;* ee ba'3aitay shay 7ubi?
Nouf: ta3al starbucks pleasee;**
M7md: ok digayig w ana 3indich;*
Nouf: tara salma w wa7id isma fahad biyoon
M7md: ee ok, a9lan fahad 9a7bi
Nouf: ok yalla ta3al;*
Fahad and Salma came first then M7md came after them they each got a drink and sat down, M7md noticed Ghalia, Wahab, Hamad and he whispered to me:
M7md: tabeen it7ereenhom?
Nouf: ee shwaya imnarfizeeni
M7md: wala yhmich 7abeebti intay tamreen
Nouf: 7abeebi thanks
He held my hand and kissed my neck untill we could see fire in Hamad's eyes, he couldnt handle so he came up to us
Hamad: intaw shga3id itsawoon tara 3aib
Salma: ambaaai hatha shfeee?
M7md: w int shaku? int mo mas2ool la 3ani wla 3anha w ba3dain ubooha imwa9eeni 3alaiha w i7na kaifna insawi ili nabi int sh7arik?
I kissed M7mad's cheek and said
Nouf: 9a7 kalama inta malik sh'3l feeni
Hamad: nouf kilish ma hagaitich it9eereen chithi ta'3yartay a9lan ma gumit a3arfich, '3alia ili kanat rifeejtich roo7 bil roo7 ma gamat it3arfich mooliya! ma a9adig ini a7ibich ... aw 7abaitich! atmana inich itfakreen ib kil ili gilta w tirj3een mithil ilawal... tirj3een nouf ili it5af 3ala som3at.ha w som3at ahalha allah yahdeech bas ma agool ila allah yahdeech
And right there he went back to his table and the faces of Ghalia and Wahab looked surprised and amazed!
Salma: 7imdilla w ilshkir hatha shfeee hahahahah
Fahad, M7md and Salma were talking about random stuff while i was thinking about what Hamad said! I thought about every word.. did he mean what he said? i know that i changed but i like the change i become!
Nouf: ana shway ta3abt barja3 ilbait
M7md: 5ala9 7abeebti kalmeeni lama to9leen *kiss*
Salma and Fahad: bye
Nouf: enshalla bye
I got in the land cruiser and started cruising 9oob ilshalaihat and went everywhere, i was thinking a lot! Did i become that bad? am i hated by the people who used to be my best friends? am i turning into a bitch that nobody wants to be friends with? i wore daring short clothes before i met m7md, so why didnt ghalia and hamad talk to me about that? school is gonna start soon and i dont want to be the unwanted, all alone bitch! I went back to the shalai and changed into this:
And i jumped in the pool and put my head back and relaxed and tried to keep my mind clear untill Ghalia came out of nowhere
Ghalia: umm hi ahalich galaw inhom yidgoon 3alaich w ma trideen fa galooli agoolich ina ra7 iyoon after school starts in 2 months faa you have the choice itroo7een 3ind wa7da min 5alatich aw itnameen ib baitkom
Nouf: ok thank u inich wa9altay
Ghalia: eeh w one more thing tara we all miss the old you
And she walked away
Old you, old you, old you, old you?
Saturday, 28 July 2012
Monday, 23 July 2012
Never Ending: Part 13
I got a bbm from m7md, i didnt want to look at it because he is such a bad person and i had a feeling that he wants me to do something bad or something that will no satisfy me! I want to get rid of him but hes like a weird unknown maze with no way out! I used to tell Ghalia everything and because of him it seems like we're no longer best friends and i really hated that because i love her! I decided to check M7mds bbm and i was hoping it wouldnt be bad
M7md: noofa ilyoom bamorich elsa3a 7 lebsay dress 7ilo bawdeech mokan(y)
Nouf: 3adi i ma ayeeh?
M7md: la2;*
Nouf: inzain ya3ni albis shay fancy?
M7md: ee
Nouf: w shagool 7ag ahali lay s2alooni wain rai7a?
M7md: goolay party rifeejtich ihni bel shalaihat
Nouf: okay
I went inside the shalai and started looking for my mom to ask for her permession! I hope this going out with him will be good and not some bad plan he had for us, i felt a little bit scared but after all he cant do anything to me or i guess he cant! I looked all over the shalai and my mom is nowhere i bumped into ghalia and she said hi with a really fake smile and hied her back and kept on looking for my mom untill i found her
Nouf: hi mama:**
Mom: halla 7abeebti
Nouf: mama 3adi aroo7 party ghina ilyoom ib shalaihom?
Ghina is my friend from my old school
Mom: ee roo7ay intay minzman mo shayfat.ha w tara okhoch imsafir wiya morta 7ag 5amis sneen 3inda dawra ib i6alia w ana w obooch bnsafir london 7ag sh'3l obooch ilyoom ba3ad sa3a bnroo7 ilma6ar troo7een 3nd 5altich wila tg3deen bil shalai w ba3dain itro7een ilbait wiya il5adam?
Nouf: bag3ad hni w ba3dain baroo7 baitna
Mom: yalla 7abeebti ma3a elsalama
She kissed me and went, I relaxed a bit and watched tv then went and curled my hair and applied my make up and picked out my party dress, herve ledger perfect:
And by the time i finished it was 7:25 and i got a bbm from m7md that hes outside so i went downstairs and got in his silverado
M7md: halla bil zain
Nouf: hi
M7md: ha jahza? namshi?
Nouf: ee yalla
He drove and every few minutes he would touch me or hold my hand or put his hand on my lap, i used to get annoyed when he did that but now i find it usual and okay and i dont know why ;s He opened the window and started smoking
M7md: tabeen?
Nouf: ha? la mashkoor ma ada5in
M7md: kaifich intay il5asran
I dont think so! Youre the one who will loose a lung someday, well him and my dad! This 6ireej is taking so long when will we arrive? Finally he parked infront of a shalai full of cars and the shalai was huge it looked like a house and i got a little scared because i didnt know what will come up next
Nouf: m7md i7na wain?
M7md: shfeech 5ayfa?
Nouf: akeed ba5af ma adri ana wain
M7md: la t5afeen dam intay wiyay w yalla nizlay
We got down and he came next to me and put his arm around me and we went to the front door and i heard loud music! We got inside and i saw girls pool dancing and girls over guys making out and people dancing and other drinking sheesha or sigayir, it was really disgusting! M7md took me to his friends and introduced me to them and i was really scared! M7md forced me to dance with him like really wa9i5 dance:( he left me alone and went to say hi to someone so i took the chance and went to the roof and cried a bit until a girl came to me
Girl: hi
Nouf: hi
Girl: yideeda 3ala hal ashya2
Nouf: ee tigdreen itgooleen
Girl: ee 3adi la it5afeen ra7 tit3awidain w tistansain ba3ad 9adgeeni YOLO 3eeshai 7ayatich
Nouf: bas hal ashya2 '3ala6
Girl: 3adi intay wayid inoccent tara ilkil chithi fa la it5afeen wala ra7 tistansain
Nouf: ok
Girl: ana salma
Nouf: ana nouf
Girl: inzain laish ga3da hni 5al inroo7 ta7at lets have fun
Nouf: ok yalla
I dont know why i just felt that shes a good person w she will be a good friend to me so we went down and pool danced and had a lot of fun she gave me her pin and i went to m7md and he told me that we will be leaving now i said goodbye to her and got in m7mds silverado and he kept talking and kissing and telling me that he will bring me here again! We arrived at my shalai i took off my clothes and slept directly
M7md: noofa ilyoom bamorich elsa3a 7 lebsay dress 7ilo bawdeech mokan(y)
Nouf: 3adi i ma ayeeh?
M7md: la2;*
Nouf: inzain ya3ni albis shay fancy?
M7md: ee
Nouf: w shagool 7ag ahali lay s2alooni wain rai7a?
M7md: goolay party rifeejtich ihni bel shalaihat
Nouf: okay
I went inside the shalai and started looking for my mom to ask for her permession! I hope this going out with him will be good and not some bad plan he had for us, i felt a little bit scared but after all he cant do anything to me or i guess he cant! I looked all over the shalai and my mom is nowhere i bumped into ghalia and she said hi with a really fake smile and hied her back and kept on looking for my mom untill i found her
Nouf: hi mama:**
Mom: halla 7abeebti
Nouf: mama 3adi aroo7 party ghina ilyoom ib shalaihom?
Ghina is my friend from my old school
Mom: ee roo7ay intay minzman mo shayfat.ha w tara okhoch imsafir wiya morta 7ag 5amis sneen 3inda dawra ib i6alia w ana w obooch bnsafir london 7ag sh'3l obooch ilyoom ba3ad sa3a bnroo7 ilma6ar troo7een 3nd 5altich wila tg3deen bil shalai w ba3dain itro7een ilbait wiya il5adam?
Nouf: bag3ad hni w ba3dain baroo7 baitna
Mom: yalla 7abeebti ma3a elsalama
She kissed me and went, I relaxed a bit and watched tv then went and curled my hair and applied my make up and picked out my party dress, herve ledger perfect:
And by the time i finished it was 7:25 and i got a bbm from m7md that hes outside so i went downstairs and got in his silverado
M7md: halla bil zain
Nouf: hi
M7md: ha jahza? namshi?
Nouf: ee yalla
He drove and every few minutes he would touch me or hold my hand or put his hand on my lap, i used to get annoyed when he did that but now i find it usual and okay and i dont know why ;s He opened the window and started smoking
M7md: tabeen?
Nouf: ha? la mashkoor ma ada5in
M7md: kaifich intay il5asran
I dont think so! Youre the one who will loose a lung someday, well him and my dad! This 6ireej is taking so long when will we arrive? Finally he parked infront of a shalai full of cars and the shalai was huge it looked like a house and i got a little scared because i didnt know what will come up next
Nouf: m7md i7na wain?
M7md: shfeech 5ayfa?
Nouf: akeed ba5af ma adri ana wain
M7md: la t5afeen dam intay wiyay w yalla nizlay
We got down and he came next to me and put his arm around me and we went to the front door and i heard loud music! We got inside and i saw girls pool dancing and girls over guys making out and people dancing and other drinking sheesha or sigayir, it was really disgusting! M7md took me to his friends and introduced me to them and i was really scared! M7md forced me to dance with him like really wa9i5 dance:( he left me alone and went to say hi to someone so i took the chance and went to the roof and cried a bit until a girl came to me
Girl: hi
Nouf: hi
Girl: yideeda 3ala hal ashya2
Nouf: ee tigdreen itgooleen
Girl: ee 3adi la it5afeen ra7 tit3awidain w tistansain ba3ad 9adgeeni YOLO 3eeshai 7ayatich
Nouf: bas hal ashya2 '3ala6
Girl: 3adi intay wayid inoccent tara ilkil chithi fa la it5afeen wala ra7 tistansain
Nouf: ok
Girl: ana salma
Nouf: ana nouf
Girl: inzain laish ga3da hni 5al inroo7 ta7at lets have fun
Nouf: ok yalla
I dont know why i just felt that shes a good person w she will be a good friend to me so we went down and pool danced and had a lot of fun she gave me her pin and i went to m7md and he told me that we will be leaving now i said goodbye to her and got in m7mds silverado and he kept talking and kissing and telling me that he will bring me here again! We arrived at my shalai i took off my clothes and slept directly
Thursday, 12 July 2012
Never Ending: Part 12
untill i saw 7amad wagif jidam shalaiha w i didnt want to face him so ni6art lain ra7 w 5athait iljet w ri7t fe bil ba7ar bi3eed lai daraja gumit ma ashouf ilshalaihat w kan wayid hidoo2 fa nizalt min 3ala iljet w ga3adt bil ba7ar w i was wearing this over it a life jaket:
I put my head back to rest trying to forget everything that happened yesturday! I felt so refreshing and new but than faja'a 7asait arms around me and the life jaket unbuckle! I opened my eyes wela ashoof m7mad behind wearing this:
and he took off my life jacket and wrapped his arms around me from my back!
Nouf: shga3d etsawy?? tara ma a3arif asba7 ib ni9 ilba7ar
M7md: 3ashan chithi ana maskich
Nouf: hidni w 3a6ni my life jaket a9lan shdarak ina ana hni
M7md: itfaqna itsaween kil shay abe 7abeebti w ana adri 3an kil shay
Nouf: ufff
M7md: la itgooleen uff kalmeeni 3adil mithel ma ana akalmich
Nouf: fine babe
He turned me around w 9ar my face jidam his face w he bent down w started kissing all around my neck then up to my ears
Nouf: stop it shga3id itsawi??
M7md: 7abeebti cham mara giltlich asawi ili abeeh w i7na together thats what couples do! ya3ni you kiss me i kiss you w we do stuff together
Nouf: insaa im not doing anything chithi
M7md: mo kaifich 7abeebti you do what i say
Nouf: m7md plz mabi plz understand me inta ga3id it3adi my limits
M7md: with me you have no limits fahma love?
Nouf: fahma
Can this get any worst? I dont think it can!! I was getting more disgusted every second because he was kissing my neck more and more and i couldnt say anything wila ra7 anfthi7 3ind ahali w a6ee7 min 3ainhom
Nouf: m7md
M7md: hmm
Nouf: m7mddd!!
M7md: 3yoona
Nouf: lazim arid ilshalay
M7md: mashi bas kalmeeni bbm la it5aleen riday 3alai 3ala 6ool
Nouf: ok
I wore my life jaket and got on eljet w radait ilshalay and took a shower with painfull tears and wore this:
w ga3adt on the terrace w then something you would never imagine happened! something that got me shocked so shocked
I put my head back to rest trying to forget everything that happened yesturday! I felt so refreshing and new but than faja'a 7asait arms around me and the life jaket unbuckle! I opened my eyes wela ashoof m7mad behind wearing this:
and he took off my life jacket and wrapped his arms around me from my back!
Nouf: shga3d etsawy?? tara ma a3arif asba7 ib ni9 ilba7ar
M7md: 3ashan chithi ana maskich
Nouf: hidni w 3a6ni my life jaket a9lan shdarak ina ana hni
M7md: itfaqna itsaween kil shay abe 7abeebti w ana adri 3an kil shay
Nouf: ufff
M7md: la itgooleen uff kalmeeni 3adil mithel ma ana akalmich
Nouf: fine babe
He turned me around w 9ar my face jidam his face w he bent down w started kissing all around my neck then up to my ears
Nouf: stop it shga3id itsawi??
M7md: 7abeebti cham mara giltlich asawi ili abeeh w i7na together thats what couples do! ya3ni you kiss me i kiss you w we do stuff together
Nouf: insaa im not doing anything chithi
M7md: mo kaifich 7abeebti you do what i say
Nouf: m7md plz mabi plz understand me inta ga3id it3adi my limits
M7md: with me you have no limits fahma love?
Nouf: fahma
Can this get any worst? I dont think it can!! I was getting more disgusted every second because he was kissing my neck more and more and i couldnt say anything wila ra7 anfthi7 3ind ahali w a6ee7 min 3ainhom
Nouf: m7md
M7md: hmm
Nouf: m7mddd!!
M7md: 3yoona
Nouf: lazim arid ilshalay
M7md: mashi bas kalmeeni bbm la it5aleen riday 3alai 3ala 6ool
Nouf: ok
I wore my life jaket and got on eljet w radait ilshalay and took a shower with painfull tears and wore this:
w ga3adt on the terrace w then something you would never imagine happened! something that got me shocked so shocked
SORRRYYY
Sorry ppl i was grounded and finally got bag my lovely laptop! so i have this idea do u want me to continue this story or right my life story or do both(will be hard)! and tell me what do u think about this story? do u like it or not? how do i be better? thanx
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