Never Ending: Part 11

A5eeran mishait w ri7t ga3adat 3ind 7amad w ana 7asa ina 7adi guilty !

7amad: hala 7abeebti
Nouf: halla
7amad: shfeech? laish wayhich chthi mn9fg?
Nouf: ha la mafeeni shay bas inta tadri ina ana ma 3indy siwalif mwa3ad w chithi bas ako shay abi agoola w ma yingal ila face to face
7amad: ee adri goolay 7ayati
Nouf: 7amad i7na lazim inhid ba3ath bas ana ma agdar akamil wiyak mo lana ma a7ibik la lana fee asbab thania w allah yadri shkithir ana a7ibik w shkubor '3alatik 3indi bas ana magdar akamil w 3indi asbabi bas magdar agoulik iyaha w 5ala9 ra7 amsi7ik bbm w hathi a5ir mara nig3ad wiya ba3ath mara7 tig3ad wiyay la hni wla bil madrisa 5ala9 i7na intahaina 7amad intahaina!
7amad: nouf intay 7abeebti ana a7ibich wala a7ibich la it.hdeeni a9lan ana magdar a3eesh bidounich magdar ahadich!! La2 la2 ana magdar! laish tabeen it.hdeeni o5och wila oboch chakoch?

I forget to tell you that i have a brother called zaid and hes 24 years old married to a girl called tala and shes 22 years old

Nouf: la ma7ad chakni hatha 8arari ana!
7amad: la nouf ana mara7 ahdich lo shitsaween  w shitgooleen ana mara7 ahidich! ana a7ibich min kil galbi w ra7 a36eech ili tabeena bas ma ahdich la2 la2 mosta7eel ahidich
Nouf: 5ala9 7amad bas ana magdar ag3ad zyada ana bala'3tik w 5ala9 bye!!
Right there gumt w mishait 3ana w rikabt ilsayara w i started crying and crying! I left him heartbroken without any explnation! 7amad ma yistahal ili ga3id i9eer 7amad yistahal ina ana afahma laish hadaita! 7amad yistahal ini agoola ini hadaita '3a9ban 3ani w mu i5tiari ... 7amad yistahal kil 5air bas kila min that some1 5arab 3alai kilshay 5arab 3alai kil 7ayati w dinyti laish chithi? i started crying more and more kil thania 7amad ya6ri 3ala bali w kil ma at.thakar shino 9ar baina bas wala mu beedi wla shay ib edi bas shasawi allah kareem! i arrived at the shalaih and wiped my tears and told '3alooy and ahali ini kint ta3bana min ba7ar w abi aroo7 anam! i went up to my room and changed into this:

and tucked myself in bed and deleted 7amad without reading the bbms he sent me and decided to talk to that some1 and tell them that i left 7amad

Nouf: ana w 7amad over
Some1: chthi ok;) zain itsaween 7ubi 6ala3tai tism3een ilkalam;**
Nouf: ee :)
Some1: bas lal7een ma 5ala9na

I recieved 1000000 pin messages from 7amad but i dicided not to read them because i dont want to cry more

Nouf: shno ya3ni ma 5ala9na ana sawait ili tabeeeh!
Some1: itfa8na itsaween kil ili abeh mu bas hatha
Nouf: ok:) shtabi ba3ad?
Some1: min ilyoom w rayi7 intay 9a7biti
Nouf: na3am?!!!? shloon akoon 9a7bitik w ana ma a3arfik a9lan?
Some1: ana m7md alx al7een 3arafteeni?;**

Yes 3arafta!!! hes a senior that is known for that he can get anything and anyone he wants and no one can stand in his way! his father and my father own a company together their like bffs!!

Nouf: obok rifeeej oboy no noway
M7md: sim3ay kalami la agool 7ag oboch
Nouf: w ana shithamni inik mara7 itwari kil hatha?
M7md: intay 9eerai 5oosh wa7da w sim3ai ilkalam w a7lflich bil qur2an ini ma awareeh
Nouf: ok
M7md: saweeni add bbm ;*
Nouf: lazim asawi ?!
M7md: ee lazim

I added him bbm

Nouf: ok il7een ana ta3bana w abi anam gn
M7md: noom il3awafi 7ubi ;**

I closed my phone and went to sleep tomorrow will be a good day inshallah! I woke up the next day very early and i changed into my swimming suit and dashait ilba7ar and sat in the ba7ar relaxing not doing anything! i put my head up and closed my eyes just enjoying the moment and having a good time without anything annoying but then....

Feadback

I want feadback plz! Tell me what to write about and what i shoud fix to make the blog and the story better and more intresting for you to read

Never Ending: Part 10

Some1: hal 7arakat ma tinfa3
Nouf: why dont you leave me alone?!!?
Some1: widy bas magdar! shasawi a7bich
Nouf: yuck! shtabi miny?
Some1: dam inich sa2altai abi wayid ashya2 abi t.hdeen 7amad w abeech itsaween ili abeeh w a5ir shay abeech it9eereen 7agi ;*
Nouf: inta shit5arbi6? sabi3 ilmosta7eelat
Some1: 5ala9 3ayal ta7amalai kil ili bi9eerlich 7ubi
Nouf: no wait 3a6ni waqt afakir
Some1: okk

What am i going to do this is not good! i cant leave 7amad thats impossiable! i dont wont to leave him i love him alot so i just cant leave him bas mabi anf'6i7! ya rab shasawi laish chithi i9eer feeni lama a7ib wa7id kilshay yi5trib laish? im so confused and im having to many emotions that are confusing me more and more:( i got a bbm from 7amad

7amad: shfeech ingalab wayhich w sra7tay 7ayati? ;*
Nouf: la mafeeny shay 7abeebi ;*
7amad: akeed?
Nouf: akeedain ;*
7amad: itha feeh shay tara tigdreen itgooleenli;*
Nouf: la t7ati itha feeh shay akked inta awal wa7id agoola;*
7amad: ok 7ayati akalmich ba3dain ;*
Nouf: ok ;*

We continued bbqing w after that we ate and i was still confused and i still dont know what to do! should i give up on us or play hard and make him shut anyway? lazim afakir w a5tar 3adil gabil la at7asaf w asawi ashya2 andam 3alaiha 6ool 3umri! ana a7ib 7amad wala a7iba bas ma agdar athil wiya wala agdar ahida bas lazim ahida lana mabi anf'6i7 w igooloon 3ani ashya2 mo zaina w igooloon 3ani bitch w they gudge me w ohma ma y3arfooni! a7iba min kil galbi bas magdar ana lazim ahida lazim! qarart agool 7ag that some1

Nouf: qarart i go with u im going to end kelshay with 7amad bas can i see him one last time?
Some1: dam ibtanheen kilshai ee bas fokeena mina
Nouf: okk

So i bbmed 7amad

Nouf: 7amad i need to see you ilyoom
7amad: ok 7ayati bas mita w wain?
Nouf: starbukks ilsa3a 4?
7amad: ok ;*

Im ending it all today i cant beleive it! there will be no more hamad and me no more those amazing convos just me all alone bieng a slave to som1 i dont know:( it was 4 already and i wore my  missoni jumpsuit:

I told '3alooy and my parents that i was going to get something from my couisns shalaih and they said it was ok but '3alooy 7anat tabi tyee bas i told her it was a guy cousin so shwaya ista7at w ig3dat! i told the driver to head to starbukks w lama wi9alt i got inside w shift 7amad ga3id bil corner alone ma36i ildoor thahra and thats when he broke my heart! ma yistahal ilkalam ili il7een bagoola ma yistahal ili il7een bi9eer i dont want to leave him bas i have to w mu bas i have to ila '3a9ban 3alai! that some1 really 8athni laish yabeeni asawy chithi laish yabi i5arib 7ayati lama kint mistansa laish ana shswaitla??!!

Never Ending: Part 9

I got a pin message from some1 i dont know saying

Some1: nouf 9a7?
Nouf: ee mino?
Some1: malich shi'3l mino ana bas aby agoulich shay wa7id w sim3ay ily bagoolich eyah 3adel! tara ana adry 3anich intay w 7amad w tara sewalfkum hathy ma tamshi 3alay w itha ma wa5artay 3ana betshoofeen shay 3umrich ma shefteeh 7ubi! itha ma wa5artay 3ana ba5ali ilkel yadri 3ankom w tara 3indy daleel fa ilkel ra7 i9adeg;);) deerbalich 7ubi

SHOOOOOOOOOOOOCK! Mino? Nobody knows '3air '3alooy w wahab w 7amad!! MINOO??!! IM SO FUCKING PISSED MAD ANNOYED FRUSTRATED ANGRY!!!!!!!!!!!

Nouf: mino?
Some1: malich shi'3l intay tism3een kalami w bas wila tara ismich w sum3tich be9eeron 3ala kel ilsan

I didnt replay! I captured the whole conversation w dazeeta 7ag '3alooy

Ghalia: omgg! mino titwaq3ain? you dont have any enemys
Ghalia: elaa yasmine omg!! yimken ehya 3adi itsaweeha!!
Nouf: madri bas ilisloob shakla 9bay
Ghalia: ee 9a7 inzain goolay 7ag 7amad yimkin yisa3dich
Nouf: la la mabi
Ghalia: kaifich

I got a bbm from 7amad right away, 3omraaa 6weel!!

7amad: 7abeebti?
Nouf: halla
7amad: walhan 3alaich bitroo7een shalaih ilyoom?
Nouf: ee enshallah benrou7 ana w my parents w '3alooy w ahalha
7amad: cant wait to see you;***
Nouf: me too 7abeebi;***

I packed my bags and wore my baige shorts and my abrecrombie shirt and went off to bnaider! '3alooy wi9alat gabli w g3dat tan6erni! awal ma wi9alt i changed into this:

While '3alooy changed into this:

We applyed the tan on our bodies and layed down and after 30 minutes dashaina ilba7ar w rikabna iljets w 6ala3na wakt il'3ada to barbique and i wore this:

While '3alooy wore this:

And we started to barbique outside

Ghalia: wahab mobila im5ali9 ilsha7an min ams w nayam bil diwania titwqa3ain biyoon ilshalay wila la2?
Nouf: ee 7amad gal ina biyoon

We looked beside us wila we find them with rab3hom playing janjfa and 7amad was looking at me and smiling w ana kint ga3da a6al3a with a huge smile then he winked at me!My phone beeped ya3ny wi9alny bbm or pin message... pin message mo bbm! OH BOY!